wow...its really very fast...1year gone already...
by the way.it's a not good year for me....i'm awaiting 2011 coming...i hope it would be a good year for me...and i have to take my stpm exam next year...so good luck to you all guys...thanks who helping me in this year...May God bless you...and thanks who hurt me in this year...May hope you change your style...if not..no people can help you...Thanksgiving....I love you all...My family,my friends,myself....
I miss you,baba...I Love you...you're forever a good men in my life....
Goodbye 2010....Hello 2011....=)
hey,forget to say...remember take your smile to 2011 also....everyday....May God bless you all...
By YiMei...^_^
2010年12月31日星期五
2010年12月27日星期一
Get a smile from you...=)
Actually this post i hope writing in Chinese(coz my English damn bad)...XD
but i have many friends they're dunno Chinese...so never mind la...same meaning only,just the way i express not same..
i remember that i have got written a article in Chinese call:微笑的起点,The starting point of a smile...it wrote by my mind la...then it talking actually what thing let us smile...
It's happening many unfortunely things this year...It's too sadness...make my article also almost very sad...yeah..my friends said so...always call me cheer...= ='' haizz....my feeling cannot control..i'm sorry...='(
Before that article 'The starting point of a smile',it's actually nothing big problem happens...sigh...after that,all worst thing coming 1 by 1...so,the smile is getting less and less...
I hope getting my smile again...It's really...and from my heart...
and my friends also...i hope all people around me is always happy...becoz not hope to see the sadness again...
hmm...next year may a busy year for us,coz next year gonna taking the stpm exam lo...so gotta hard working...hard working is for don't have any regret after that...and next year is the last year that it still have a 1 in front of our age..thats mean we gonna 20 after next year lo...so better cherish what we still young...>.<
Actually if you are a happy-go-lucky guy,i think you will appreciate what you have...
that means you will very easily to happy...even give you a candy,you also will bring a big smile to that person...thats why how easily are getting a smile from you..shouldn't must the precious items only can make you satisfaction??some people pursuit money,power,women,men,honor,healthy,.......how tired you are??..
some actually is always beside you already...you just put up your hand..you can get it...so,why you still gonna blind pursue...how stupid the people...and how stupid we are..9 out of 10 ppl oso like this...@@ thats why..
If you asking me...what things can make me smile...then i can say:my family...my friends...my dreams...
Love is too terrorist..i doesn't need it...>.< so better my life is calm now...i'm not enough bravely to face any stimulation now...i will heart attack okay...>.< i'm gonna finding my dreams...is finding,not pursuit...i'm not going pursue it with blind...and looking for it...it's may too far for me...but it is actually nearest...just see where my bravely until...my dreams work is fashion designer...but finally i didn't follow my mind...i'm follow what my daddy hope,study form 6...btw,who know what will happens in the future..maybe i change my mine...and another 2 dreams is backpacking...yeah...awesome for me...i like that feeling...it's too freedom..i don't like people control me..i hope like a bird flying when we are young...a rest place for me after i old..=)
then the last dreams is become a volunteers...it's need enough bravely for me...time&working maybe i need to sacrifice them...but i hope that the day is coming...you know,the feeling after you helping someone...how warm in your heart...although you are tired,but their smile is the returns for you...life is short..doing somethings when we have the energy and ability...no regret if we pass away...we don't know how long we are..i really don't know...the world is seems too big...but a universal,you can meet the people around you,doesn't it call fate...
yeah...maybe he/she hurting you...thats maybe is God arrangement..he give a experience to you..shouldn't you have to thanks for him....The smile is showing after you go through all the things,incidents,experience...
because experienced it,you are grown up already...thats why we only see the smile...how precious it...
Is getting a smile from you...hope after we are going through many things...we still know who am i...and
that should be a stronger person to face the life already..because thats is life....it curious about the world...the unique universal...the unique people you are...the unique smile you have...is nothing can instead of it...because....
only we can do it...remember take your smile to face everything...i'm telling myself...and hope can do it....not easily...just trying...stop crying at night...it wake up the lonely....you may more lonely...you may more miss him..‘Let us smile, full of youth, for tomorrow the pride of dedicate prayerful, let us hope that tomorrow will be better’ ♥
believe that you can do that...'the law of attraction'...a awesome book....'the secret'...
Awaiting the dawn....as the rainbow come out after the rain....I hope to see it...*Smile*...Thanksgiving...
I like my friends tell me about this...it's a amazing power...because of you all....=)
Thanksgiving......my life....everything.......=)
but i have many friends they're dunno Chinese...so never mind la...same meaning only,just the way i express not same..
i remember that i have got written a article in Chinese call:微笑的起点,The starting point of a smile...it wrote by my mind la...then it talking actually what thing let us smile...
It's happening many unfortunely things this year...It's too sadness...make my article also almost very sad...yeah..my friends said so...always call me cheer...= ='' haizz....my feeling cannot control..i'm sorry...='(
Before that article 'The starting point of a smile',it's actually nothing big problem happens...sigh...after that,all worst thing coming 1 by 1...so,the smile is getting less and less...
I hope getting my smile again...It's really...and from my heart...
and my friends also...i hope all people around me is always happy...becoz not hope to see the sadness again...
hmm...next year may a busy year for us,coz next year gonna taking the stpm exam lo...so gotta hard working...hard working is for don't have any regret after that...and next year is the last year that it still have a 1 in front of our age..thats mean we gonna 20 after next year lo...so better cherish what we still young...>.<
Actually if you are a happy-go-lucky guy,i think you will appreciate what you have...
that means you will very easily to happy...even give you a candy,you also will bring a big smile to that person...thats why how easily are getting a smile from you..shouldn't must the precious items only can make you satisfaction??some people pursuit money,power,women,men,honor,healthy,.......how tired you are??..
some actually is always beside you already...you just put up your hand..you can get it...so,why you still gonna blind pursue...how stupid the people...and how stupid we are..9 out of 10 ppl oso like this...@@ thats why..
If you asking me...what things can make me smile...then i can say:my family...my friends...my dreams...
Love is too terrorist..i doesn't need it...>.< so better my life is calm now...i'm not enough bravely to face any stimulation now...i will heart attack okay...>.< i'm gonna finding my dreams...is finding,not pursuit...i'm not going pursue it with blind...and looking for it...it's may too far for me...but it is actually nearest...just see where my bravely until...my dreams work is fashion designer...but finally i didn't follow my mind...i'm follow what my daddy hope,study form 6...btw,who know what will happens in the future..maybe i change my mine...and another 2 dreams is backpacking...yeah...awesome for me...i like that feeling...it's too freedom..i don't like people control me..i hope like a bird flying when we are young...a rest place for me after i old..=)
then the last dreams is become a volunteers...it's need enough bravely for me...time&working maybe i need to sacrifice them...but i hope that the day is coming...you know,the feeling after you helping someone...how warm in your heart...although you are tired,but their smile is the returns for you...life is short..doing somethings when we have the energy and ability...no regret if we pass away...we don't know how long we are..i really don't know...the world is seems too big...but a universal,you can meet the people around you,doesn't it call fate...
yeah...maybe he/she hurting you...thats maybe is God arrangement..he give a experience to you..shouldn't you have to thanks for him....The smile is showing after you go through all the things,incidents,experience...
because experienced it,you are grown up already...thats why we only see the smile...how precious it...
Is getting a smile from you...hope after we are going through many things...we still know who am i...and
that should be a stronger person to face the life already..because thats is life....it curious about the world...the unique universal...the unique people you are...the unique smile you have...is nothing can instead of it...because....
only we can do it...remember take your smile to face everything...i'm telling myself...and hope can do it....not easily...just trying...stop crying at night...it wake up the lonely....you may more lonely...you may more miss him..‘Let us smile, full of youth, for tomorrow the pride of dedicate prayerful, let us hope that tomorrow will be better’ ♥
believe that you can do that...'the law of attraction'...a awesome book....'the secret'...
Awaiting the dawn....as the rainbow come out after the rain....I hope to see it...*Smile*...Thanksgiving...
I like my friends tell me about this...it's a amazing power...because of you all....=)
等待...等什么咧??...等我的梦想..........=)
after raining..you will see the rainbow....
maybe one day i will backpacking.that should be my dreams...=D
Thanksgiving......my life....everything.......=)
2010年12月14日星期二
Love Story..
Since today is Hug valentine's day...so say happy Hug valentine's day to all my dear friends and family...
This is the last valentine day of 2010 already...after that gonna a new year...
It's been almost ended 2010 ady...this is gonna face many things...include Love..
Family's Love,friend's Love,lover's Love...some more??...
Well,i choose to talk about Lover's Love...
Isn't it is the most sweeties memories for u??
I will say:Yes....even now is already does not exist on me...
I seen many friends couple in this year...all 18years old already...it's time to couple...
From years until ends years...Its already how many couples??2,3,4,5pairs??
and how long of all this couple??hmm...i still 1pair at there...=P
whole year 12months,365days to let the couples show their love,but how many of them can sacrifice themselve for love??and what mean of sacrifice??
I walk this way before...i seen many things,many happens between the couples..
I know the feeling...Love is a attractive...It can let you forget yourself...
when you are in love,you will feel sweet..happy...warm...if two of you is cherish the relationship...
Once the love is gone...actually all will become lies...what you say to me...
Hmm...what is promises actually??isn't anybody can tell me??
I'm not sure...and i feel confuse...
some pairs they walking after a long road.finally they get married...
But,at the end...they still divorce...why this can happens??!
they shouldn't full-fill what promise they said before..They promised to each other before,no matter what happens they will not away from each other until they died...what a sweet promise...but it still can broken...sigh...and now many couples also like that..since they gave too many promise to others,when one day they are separate...how hurt they are...and will be have one side they are the most hurt...because most of the time the reason of their separation is because of >Disposition disagreement,Appear a third party,Emotional light, don't want to waste time,falling in love to others..this is the most common reason..
Disposition disagreement can forgive them coz better don't waste he/she time if you feel you two cannot be lover forever..but others reason i think should not be forgiveness...you had a good boyfriend or girlfriend already..why you still falling in love to others...you forget already your promise??you know how hurt of that girl or boy??..If you cannot full-fill your promise,please don't give any promise since first day...
We always saw many news about the boy or the girl suicide after the brokenhearted..the boy or the girl give up their love already...but,Should them sacrifice their love with their life???
Some will feel it's a stupid action but some feel that is proud...For me,that is a damn stupid action!
Many people even the chances of survival are not also no,should you please treasure your life...
we just have one chance to live in this world..how precious it you know??
To die for love, is it worth it?I'm no comment actually...I'm not sure about it...thats why i confuse...
I also through a period of love in this year..some dunno...hehe
the reason we break..actually i'm not sure..it's seen is Disposition disagreement...but my sixth sense telling me the reason is he falling in love to other...maybe...I'm really not sure...
he is Aries guy,I'm Capricorn girl...many people said that this is a unmatch pair...but i'm not believe about that...sometimes this kind of superstition make how many couples break you know..I know he got his reason...I'm not going to asking anymore already...because tired already...lets it gone...it's feel sad when the ending is this...
but what can we doing..i know i no any qualification to pester you anymore..so i just keep silent,wishes you get your happiness...I admit that i'm not a perfect girlfriend...but please don't question my love for you..
It's something disappointed to your promise for me actually...you didn't full-fill your promise...let it become no words gobbledygook...let me forget about that..thats the way you said to me...should i follow??
It's not just my love story fail...I seen many of my friends face a same problem...then i heard about their love story...like we are almost same story actually...LOL...some they couples with a long period already..but finally the ending is sadness...
This is call Love...A knowledge we ever won't get A...It's never have 100% perfect couples.and lovers..
A successful Love,you know they need to experience how many things only can turn forever hand in hand...
Treasure your relationship if you in Love...don't get any regret...there are not easily to walk until the end...If you have a good girlfriend or boyfriend,please love him/her much...don't falling to others...don't even hurt them...Protect them..because they are your Lover~~~
Wish all Jack shall have Jill.....Happy Hug Day....I Love You....=)
Give a Hug to your lover..Treat he/she as a angel..=)
Happy Hug Day...Yimei is Hugging you....*Hug*
I Love you.....=)
2010年12月5日星期日
青涩的味道...
青涩的味道...
童年
第一次丄幼稚园的这一天,牵着爸爸的手,感觉好温暖,
第一天的读书生涯,我不曾掉泪,只是多了一份陌生感,还有好奇的心..
这就是青涩的味道??紧张的心情,酸酸的....
最幸福的,是有你的关怀,照顾,你的怀抱是我的避风港...
在之后的第一个学期,都有你的陪伴,谢谢你一直的陪伴...我总算长大了...
童年的回忆是最无忧无虑的.理所当然是吧??=)
就算简单的玩具,但,它曾经伴着我的童年长大..
虽然那些玩具已经不再了,但那些欢乐的回忆其实都没有消失过,只是偶尔遗忘了..
童年纯真的回忆,值得怀念,这就是现在我们所渴望却找不回来的感觉...
亲情
这个关系是我们永远不能离开背叛的...
因为我们无从选择...它将陪伴我们一生的人...
有时候,阿爸阿妈的责骂,往往曾经令我们沮丧,失望..
但在无从的选择与挣扎之下...再恶劣的情况,也被逼转好...
是被逼还是自愿??
直到亲人的离开,体会孤身作战的感觉...
好像突然,前方失去方向...不知怎么去面对..
这是绝少许部分人会体会到的,相同处境的人或许会有遇过这情形吧...
所以如果选择再吵一次架..我宁愿是自愿的和解..如果能再有一次机会...
第一次尝试试着去面对生活,挑战...感觉害怕...好像欠缺你的双手...
但,你的女儿绝不是胆怯之徒,因为她遗传是你的因子...
友情
从认识到成为好朋友,必然要经过长时间的经营,才能长久...
然而,这种好朋友的关系,是熟悉到无法形容..
就算我们不用讲话,都绝不会觉得尴尬...
比起某些友情,要找寻话题才能维系,真是讽刺...
对我来讲,朋友我多的是...但,所谓真正的可能五指手指都有余...
而且,接下来维系的日子才是关键...
是不是要找回当初的感觉,那涩涩羞羞的表情...
好怀念我们相识的那一天...
爱情
这段情,可以讲是生活的调味剂或是伴你走过下一段路的人..
是不是,曾经想过爱情那单纯的感觉??
但然而爱情原来不是我们想象中的简单...
要两个人经营得好小心..一句话或是一个动作,将毁了它..
这并不是夸张,因为是真实的...
经历过,总算知道为何朋友可以为了一个他,而可以在街上痛哭2小时..
不了解的人可能觉得她很傻,我曾经也这么认为...
但,原来一旦你陷进去..你就会明白这是什么一回事...
当初彼此许下的承诺是这么美丽的,一旦它摧毁,原来什么都是谎言...
曾经有人说过:初恋是最唯美的,但,往往是不堪回首的一段情..
我赞成,因为我们曾经相恋过...最熟悉的陌生人...
青春
这是你应该去珍惜的期限..因为它绝对不会回来...
不要将它浪费在所谓的‘大佬’,么帮么帮到..
你觉得值得吗??还是把它的岁月留下灿烂的回忆来的更有意义..
我的青春期好像所剩无几了,但总算在我中学生涯里,留下美好的回忆..
青春期要一班死党的陪伴才算完美..他们的好坏能左右你的前途..
或许吧..最有纪念价值的,还是一大班一起的感觉..
或许吧..最有纪念价值的,还是一大班一起的感觉..
我们曾经一起上课,欢笑,唱歌,考试,做傻事,搞活动,
没了你们算是什么青春..
开心时有你陪伴,伤心时有你安慰,
失恋是有你鼓励,困难时有你帮助...
爱情不是大完,陪你走过一生的才是亲情与友谊...
人生
总结你所走过的路线...
生老病死,人人都会经历..
只是时间的长短,路线有几精彩...
生,父母给你生命,路线由你决定,你只可以多谢他们给过你的到临..
老，在走过好长的一段路终于是收成正果的时间,你播什么种就是收什么果..
病,无法改变的现实,假如真的患有任何疾病,也得接受,带着笑容去面对人生..
死,人人都逃不过的现实,拥有灿烂的一生,死而无憾...
这就是人生,我未走完的路..
我从不预测未来,因为我怕期望越大失望越大,惊喜往往被失望更欣慰..
我看不到前方但我掌管前路..将快讲到人生可能我感性..
但我绝非有我的性格....=)
青苹果就像我们的青春期,
酸酸的,但里面带点甜...=]
2010年11月25日星期四
给天国的家书...
给我挚爱的爸爸....
这么快了...第一个100天你的离去...
在天国还好吗???我心中的疑问....
当然希望你在那里快乐,获得真正的自由..从此脱离轮回的折磨...
家里尚好...暂时不缺什么...只是多了一份思念...
思念你的一切...回忆的呼唤..眼泪不能抵挡的使唤...
还不习惯,你离去的一百天...是多么煎熬...多么不舍...
想必你在天国也向我们吧..我们也是...
思念把我们隔得好远...恨不得开门就见到你...
曾梦过,你完整无事的回到我们的世界..感觉好亲切...
只是梦境..醒来了只不过是一场梦...真希望它是真的...永远不会实现的梦境...
遗憾在你活着时未能好好孝顺你..每次都是你在照顾我们...
你的离去,让我们三个孩子一夜长大...
还要学着坚强...即使想哭也不能在人前掉泪...害怕妈咪对你的思念也泛滥成泪..
哭,也得等到熟睡夜静时,悄悄掉...
哭湿了整个枕头才迷迷糊糊入睡..这就是所谓对你的思念...
这只是第一个一百天..未来的还有更多..
不习惯也得习惯...难熬也得熬过去...
我们长大了...不必担忧...家里的一切我们会扛过去...妈咪的一切我们也必定放在心上..
我们只能努力向上,报答你给我们的生命...我们珍惜它..好好活着...
给你报个平安,希望你安心....
愿你在天国快乐,安详....永远安息....
一路走好...永远对你的怀念.....我们爱你....
你疼爱的小女儿.....
这么快了...第一个100天你的离去...
在天国还好吗???我心中的疑问....
当然希望你在那里快乐,获得真正的自由..从此脱离轮回的折磨...
家里尚好...暂时不缺什么...只是多了一份思念...
思念你的一切...回忆的呼唤..眼泪不能抵挡的使唤...
还不习惯,你离去的一百天...是多么煎熬...多么不舍...
想必你在天国也向我们吧..我们也是...
思念把我们隔得好远...恨不得开门就见到你...
曾梦过,你完整无事的回到我们的世界..感觉好亲切...
只是梦境..醒来了只不过是一场梦...真希望它是真的...永远不会实现的梦境...
遗憾在你活着时未能好好孝顺你..每次都是你在照顾我们...
你的离去,让我们三个孩子一夜长大...
还要学着坚强...即使想哭也不能在人前掉泪...害怕妈咪对你的思念也泛滥成泪..
哭,也得等到熟睡夜静时,悄悄掉...
哭湿了整个枕头才迷迷糊糊入睡..这就是所谓对你的思念...
这只是第一个一百天..未来的还有更多..
不习惯也得习惯...难熬也得熬过去...
我们长大了...不必担忧...家里的一切我们会扛过去...妈咪的一切我们也必定放在心上..
我们只能努力向上,报答你给我们的生命...我们珍惜它..好好活着...
给你报个平安,希望你安心....
愿你在天国快乐,安详....永远安息....
一路走好...永远对你的怀念.....我们爱你....
你疼爱的小女儿.....
一路走好......我们爱你.....
在那里记得要过得好好的.........
2010年11月24日星期三
欢迎光临....我期待的...‘’神秘嘉宾''....
看到题目是否有着识曾相识的感觉???...
“神秘嘉宾”...林宥嘉入行第一张专辑的歌...
热播一阵子后好像被冷藏了好一阵子...最近假期听回它的旋律...认真地看看它的歌词..好像还蛮有意义的...歌词是这样：我踩着梦的阶梯 走进了 一座迷雾森林 谁的心事 被天使窃听 泛起涟漪..
“神秘嘉宾”...林宥嘉入行第一张专辑的歌...
热播一阵子后好像被冷藏了好一阵子...最近假期听回它的旋律...认真地看看它的歌词..好像还蛮有意义的...歌词是这样：我踩着梦的阶梯 走进了 一座迷雾森林 谁的心事 被天使窃听 泛起涟漪..
时间它帮我设计 下一秒 谁是神秘嘉宾 小心翼翼 揭开了面具 掌声鼓励..谁闯进我的场地 谁让我措手不及 我早就预备的剧情 你却给我一笔 狡猾地 致命地正中我红心... 我跟谁变得亲密 谁逐渐离我远去 华丽演出共襄盛举 唯有你的背影 友情客串却留下刻骨铭心的回忆.. 你按了我的门铃 我终于 从呵欠中苏醒 紧张兮兮 对你说一句 欢迎光临.. 我搬到谁的隔壁 谁成了我的邻居 鸣谢生命有你参与 笑纳我的邀请.. 曲终人散却写下不会结束 的结局 ...
懂得华文的朋友应该看懂它的含义吧...
的却,我们每一天是否期待着下一位神秘嘉宾的光临??
在被设定好的圈子,生活,行踪,你的光临仿佛把一切打乱..
没有人能预测下一秒出现的会是谁..所以我们才选择期待...
是否曾幻想...你遇见的可能是高矮肥瘦富贫平庸..还是丑恶美丽??
外表的联想重要...还是内心含蓄重要??
你是否想过她/他或许就是你这辈子永远不离去的人物..
还是她/他只是你短暂的过客...
歌词里面有一句..友情客串却留下刻骨铭心的回忆..
这样的结局你要吗？？她/他留给你的回忆或许是美好的..或许是可恶的...
但它已经住进你的世界..想撤除却太迟...永远的痕迹...
渺茫的人海从相遇,相识,或相爱...是不是很巧合??
天空”这么“大...总会让我们遇见...是巧合？还是安排?
你相信吗??
我选择期待...欢迎光临我下一位的神秘嘉宾...希望你的光临能留下美好的回忆...悲痛的回忆我不需要..如果结局是这样我宁可谢绝你的光临...因为我的回忆没有撤除按钮...
鸣谢生命有你参与，笑纳我的邀请.....愿你陪我一直走过生命...
你看见“幸福”了吗？=）
带着我的祝福,送给你生命的回忆...
期待..谢谢..你的光临....=)
2010年11月20日星期六
HappY holidays....Goodbye my Lower six Life.....
Happy Holidays to my friends n me...=]
hmmm...our holidays until next year January only open skul...yea...izit this a great news to us??...Sure YES La!!!!!X)
one month holidays going...wat should we do??...
hmm...study lo...tuition lo...looking for a part time job lo...sori...i no clubbing...then at home ''ou'' lo...damn bored....>.< wat a f***k life... It may a short time to let us relax ourselve..but cnnt to long...coz..i wan catch back my result...>.<
As we see this year going very fast...actually every year oso same..but dunno y tis year like going very fast..
Its very meaningful for me tis year..many experience i get...
and also many things happens la...i get win and lose in this year..
Majority its bad than good for me...i lose a very important person in my life...my whole life...he cannot come back to my life anymore...i regret that i spend too less time for you in tis year..sorry...i love you..daddy...
for my lower six life..it cannot consist success n happy...
why??...mayb i din try my best...sorry again...
i get a bad result i haven take it before...the reason??not very clear actually..
haizz...i promise...i well get a good result after tat...because i dun wanna lose anymore...i dun want u disappointed to me...i want you proud of me..
as my frz ypy said:要自甘堕落,还是成功,就看你自己...who dun wan successful...jz see who will get win in tis competition...who r the champion in life...
hmm...the relationship between the friends...i cnnt change what...mayb i jz need change my mind a bit..try to be better with them...not they problems...jz i dunno how to communicate with them..we from difference world...we all oso need time...
SPM n STPM coming la...good luck to you all n you...n me too..
Add oil ar...remind me study everyday...i get a good result next year...=]
CYM!!!add oil!!!you can do it!!!!keep going!!=]
ADD OIL!!!!
2010年11月15日星期一
What WRONG with Me???!!!
What WRONG with Me???I'm asking myself many times oredi...
I don't know..like no answer to me...
The problem n question still around me long time ago...
today i tell misses about i didn't go skul 2moro coz house have somethings need to do...Okay lo..then she ask me:yimei..wat happens to you recently??why always see u like very sleepy in class??
orps...kena tangkap oredi..i know nt only me sleepy..my friends oso have to tat..but maybe she pay more attention to me...i say nothings...she call be hardworking coz family need me...I know ar...
I dunno recently izit influence by those things then let me like tis...Like cannot concentrate also..then feel tired..then cannot even study also...The changing of the surrounding....
As last time i said...come to new skul...many things have changing..our friends,the environment...
Hmm...i nt sure izit my problem or wat...Like i cannot join in this class like tat...my friend ceh teng like to joking...it's okay..but she like to 'zhak' me leh..then make me like nothings can say oredi..then i choose to close my mouth...dun want to say even anythings anymore...it does't mean i dun like her..just i dunno hw 2 communicate with her...then mayb it is a problem for me in class...Hard to communicate with them..they not like our previous skul friends...we like to joke but we have limit..we know to take care our friends feeling...so in class i less to talk oso..maybe i nt suit for tis class..so i like to find jiyan,jiashyan,pooiyan them during recess...A least it can let me saying somethings finally...Another problem is my result nt very good la...hmm....yala...i know want to hardworking ma...but the brain always thking the negative thgs...let me cnnt concentrate...F**k....i need ppl always remind me la...so choo cheng woon!!after 100days come my house always remind me study plz!!!
yala..chinese ppl oso gia shu 1...i oso gar...so see my frz get the good result ..i hope i cn do it oso...Looking forward it..hope i can do it...hmm...family nt any big problem...jz always miss my daddy lo...always cried at night with silently...i really miss u much baba...T.T
then sometimes i see tat fellow post...i have some jealous n angry..tat erotic guy..I hate you...hope even i dunno u before..let me forget u..F***k U....dun let me see u...>.<
actually nt really hate him...jz telling myself dun love him anymore...A pity girl...
i oso miss my friend Munyee n a bit worry her la...hope she can cure as soon...we also hurt by someone..so i know ur feeling...they nt worth to let us cried or miss them...Cheer up dear...
Many problems..Confusing feeling....Make me almost crazy....My daddy...I need ur hands...bring me through all the difficulties....n bless me i can get well soon...Sorry for those my friend...always see me like very down right...recently u all know my things ger la...haizz...n my blogger friends too...yala..i know what i post is have somethings down...haizz...dun bother me..let me like tat...very farn....!!!
Chua Yi Mei Crazy ady....
I don't know..like no answer to me...
The problem n question still around me long time ago...
today i tell misses about i didn't go skul 2moro coz house have somethings need to do...Okay lo..then she ask me:yimei..wat happens to you recently??why always see u like very sleepy in class??
orps...kena tangkap oredi..i know nt only me sleepy..my friends oso have to tat..but maybe she pay more attention to me...i say nothings...she call be hardworking coz family need me...I know ar...
I dunno recently izit influence by those things then let me like tis...Like cannot concentrate also..then feel tired..then cannot even study also...The changing of the surrounding....
As last time i said...come to new skul...many things have changing..our friends,the environment...
Hmm...i nt sure izit my problem or wat...Like i cannot join in this class like tat...my friend ceh teng like to joking...it's okay..but she like to 'zhak' me leh..then make me like nothings can say oredi..then i choose to close my mouth...dun want to say even anythings anymore...it does't mean i dun like her..just i dunno hw 2 communicate with her...then mayb it is a problem for me in class...Hard to communicate with them..they not like our previous skul friends...we like to joke but we have limit..we know to take care our friends feeling...so in class i less to talk oso..maybe i nt suit for tis class..so i like to find jiyan,jiashyan,pooiyan them during recess...A least it can let me saying somethings finally...Another problem is my result nt very good la...hmm....yala...i know want to hardworking ma...but the brain always thking the negative thgs...let me cnnt concentrate...F**k....i need ppl always remind me la...so choo cheng woon!!after 100days come my house always remind me study plz!!!
yala..chinese ppl oso gia shu 1...i oso gar...so see my frz get the good result ..i hope i cn do it oso...Looking forward it..hope i can do it...hmm...family nt any big problem...jz always miss my daddy lo...always cried at night with silently...i really miss u much baba...T.T
then sometimes i see tat fellow post...i have some jealous n angry..tat erotic guy..I hate you...hope even i dunno u before..let me forget u..F***k U....dun let me see u...>.<
actually nt really hate him...jz telling myself dun love him anymore...A pity girl...
i oso miss my friend Munyee n a bit worry her la...hope she can cure as soon...we also hurt by someone..so i know ur feeling...they nt worth to let us cried or miss them...Cheer up dear...
Many problems..Confusing feeling....Make me almost crazy....My daddy...I need ur hands...bring me through all the difficulties....n bless me i can get well soon...Sorry for those my friend...always see me like very down right...recently u all know my things ger la...haizz...n my blogger friends too...yala..i know what i post is have somethings down...haizz...dun bother me..let me like tat...very farn....!!!
Chua Yi Mei Crazy ady....
2010年11月13日星期六
A believe of us...
Last week 7-11-2010 is Innovative Party...Finally its End with successful....All crews prepare it almost 1week like tat...Me,Jiashyan n jiyan is decorate directed....we make tat Party prince n Princess tat banner...Its Ok...Easy job for us...=D hmm....It can consider successful gua...because finally we make almost all the attendees crying be4 back home...we have play 2 some video n notes...maybe its too touch for them...n me2...My tears down when Munyee tat video started playing...then another video is about our Life...I hv got written it on my blog before but it's chinese word...It's telling about the step of human walk...it's quite meaningful...especially it talking about tat cartoon stop it walk after a accident..It let me thinking about daddy...It said:they're not die...they jz stop at thr looking of us...we're the people who still walking on tis road...It tell us don't looking back,it will let us falling down...ya..i know you looking at me at the back...I love you daddy....By the way,after the party ended...Peiying get a bad news from chee kee...she say munyee cramp on afternoon...she very scary n she totally forgot her mum n around the things...we started crying when heard about tat...we started discuss for tomorow going to visit her...because we scary any happens on our dear friend...It's really...but we calling her mum again at night...she gv to munyee answer the phone...we totally rest assured....we ask her izit still can recognize our vice..she say yes....we 1 by 1 pass the phone to talk with her...she nw are better already...she call us down come to visit her 1st...then finally we decide come on today...me,jiashyan,jiyan,tze pei,n ern theng follow cik lai n uncle peter car come to penang visit munyee...she feel happy i think...she felt surprised when see us...she look like some weak..but still can talk n laugh la...2dat she can out of the hospital after a few weeks...it's too happy for her n us...she must going back to hospital on monday..it's okay..at least it's a good begining for her...she will cure as fast as possible...we still continue bless you..but you must promise us...you must insist on your mine..you can win in this war...Add oil my dear friend...keep going on...although it's hard..but believe it..you can do it...we will always support you..you're not alone...Love you Mun Yee...The happy memories still waiting for you come back beside of us...=] 
Innovative night&Headress Party2010...All crew done a good job!!we are amazing!!!=))
Munyee, 5S1 is waiting for you come back...Add oil!!!=]
2010年11月4日星期四
必经之路。阶段....
上星期在popular买了一本书..名为：《壮大自己,让人看得起》...
本来没半点意思去买书的...只是经过看到这本书觉得有意义瓜...所以买Jor它啦...
又可能最近经历太多所以 想激励自己啦...
这本书讲到..今天的失败,可能就是明天的成功....
人生短短18 年,我经历jor地什么咧??
好像经历太多但实际并不多...
我经历过出生的阶段....经历过童年的阶段... 经历过第一天上课的阶段...经历过中学阶段...经历过恋爱阶段..经历过失恋阶段...经历过亲人离去的阶段...经历过朋友离去的阶段...经历过生病的阶段...经历过背叛的阶段...经历过环境转变的阶段...
由呱呱坠地那一刻开始,我们哭着来这个世界...笑着或哭着去度过...这是都是人生的必经阶段啦...是啊...还有几多阶段还没走过咧??是开心的还是难过的阶段还期待着....
我朋友昨天先讲着,小时候我们一起讨论学业..中学我们一起讨论流行什么...现在我们一起讨论结婚重事和未来事业...可笑...这就是我们的阶段...
我们讲要在十年里面开一家PR SDN.BHD....这是我们的梦想...是不是很有壮志leh...
不要笑!我们的梦想来的..不可以笑啊!!我们班5S1现在正在培养着未来的专业人士...
hehe...如果一了这家公司,立即丢完所有的BIO,PHYSIC,MATHS,CHEMISTRY去咯...
其实发现自己最喜欢还是类似酱的工作多过所谓的science....
有置疑过自己是否真是喜欢这一门还是是不像令家人失望而去读...
现在插了一只脚进去了又能如何...继续咯..所以这家公司快点开啦..不想痛苦了...
是啊..我等着它的成立gar...因为我相信...希望这一天的来临不远...我还没走到事业有成的阶段...还有结婚阶段啦...生仔阶段啦...背包旅行的阶段啦...
其实,还有一个梦想就是背包旅行...在那之余顺便去做义工...去非洲,爱滋病村...还是更落后国家我不介意gar...我有酱的想法...自己太幸福啦...为社会贡献地...是我的荣幸...
不是开玩笑..这是有想过...最好在十年里面...青春好宝贵... 在未用完之前快点做我想做的事...
希望看完这本书我会激发自己努力向前啦...继续走我的阶段...我已经走过4/10 的阶段啦...接下来的希望是甜的啦...现在是苦的...不过...是我值得珍惜怀念的阶段...它的价值...买不到...
人生必经阶段你经历了几多???
本来没半点意思去买书的...只是经过看到这本书觉得有意义瓜...所以买Jor它啦...
又可能最近经历太多所以 想激励自己啦...
这本书讲到..今天的失败,可能就是明天的成功....
人生短短18 年,我经历jor地什么咧??
好像经历太多但实际并不多...
我经历过出生的阶段....经历过童年的阶段... 经历过第一天上课的阶段...经历过中学阶段...经历过恋爱阶段..经历过失恋阶段...经历过亲人离去的阶段...经历过朋友离去的阶段...经历过生病的阶段...经历过背叛的阶段...经历过环境转变的阶段...
由呱呱坠地那一刻开始,我们哭着来这个世界...笑着或哭着去度过...这是都是人生的必经阶段啦...是啊...还有几多阶段还没走过咧??是开心的还是难过的阶段还期待着....
我朋友昨天先讲着,小时候我们一起讨论学业..中学我们一起讨论流行什么...现在我们一起讨论结婚重事和未来事业...可笑...这就是我们的阶段...
我们讲要在十年里面开一家PR SDN.BHD....这是我们的梦想...是不是很有壮志leh...
不要笑!我们的梦想来的..不可以笑啊!!我们班5S1现在正在培养着未来的专业人士...
hehe...如果一了这家公司,立即丢完所有的BIO,PHYSIC,MATHS,CHEMISTRY去咯...
其实发现自己最喜欢还是类似酱的工作多过所谓的science....
有置疑过自己是否真是喜欢这一门还是是不像令家人失望而去读...
现在插了一只脚进去了又能如何...继续咯..所以这家公司快点开啦..不想痛苦了...
是啊..我等着它的成立gar...因为我相信...希望这一天的来临不远...我还没走到事业有成的阶段...还有结婚阶段啦...生仔阶段啦...背包旅行的阶段啦...
其实,还有一个梦想就是背包旅行...在那之余顺便去做义工...去非洲,爱滋病村...还是更落后国家我不介意gar...我有酱的想法...自己太幸福啦...为社会贡献地...是我的荣幸...
不是开玩笑..这是有想过...最好在十年里面...青春好宝贵... 在未用完之前快点做我想做的事...
希望看完这本书我会激发自己努力向前啦...继续走我的阶段...我已经走过4/10 的阶段啦...接下来的希望是甜的啦...现在是苦的...不过...是我值得珍惜怀念的阶段...它的价值...买不到...
人生必经阶段你经历了几多???
2010年10月31日星期日
Good bye 31 October 2010...Welcome 1 November 2010...
Happy Hallowen to everyone....Actually it still a ordinary day for me...=P
but i would like to write down my mood on 2day...no reason..because i follow my feeling...
err....just now i see a blog of my friend,its too nice...Awesome...i tell my sis..then she say:you go make one nice than him ger la...i said:give me some time..tq...maybe i'm lazy..so i said so...XP
but i will make my blog become nicely..nicely n nicely...actually blog show my mood,my incident,my feeling..
the reason i write the blog because i feel wanna find a way to express somethings...Last time i feel no special meaning to write the blog..but now i think i need it...
well...at the end of october 2010...it almost nearest the end of december 2010...
Like week i write a blog by chinese words...it telling my feeling..my problems..n new challenges...
yup..i write it to express my feeling..so now i think is time to manage my time table oredi...
hmm...last week finished my exam...then it make me very free now..osh...
I very free..thats means it give chance to let me play play play...LOL
I write a blog need to take at least 1hour..because i need to think ma...many friend note my blog leh so must write properly la...XP
btw...recently i write many blog....tats means i'm really very free loh....but i feel ashamed..
Doing nothing for this week...feel my life meaningless...
hmm...this period is something sad and emo for...coz need to accept many fact and incident...
I'm a weak girl..dun always thought me i'm tough..actually i'm not...
i still need time to face the changes for me....yup..i'm failure...
Yesterday I'm Crying....because of miss my lovely Baba...
My mum yesterday night said: haizz...no chance go out eating with Baba jor...
then i dunno why...My tears falling down when heard about it...Maybe i miss you much...
It's truth..I no chance go out with u oredi...I miss the moment with u...My tears cannot control every time i miss you...So..i try too dun miss you much...i scare i cannot my tears...It will become tsunami...
yup...except miss my daddy...i still have miss you...but i won't cry...because i know i it's no worth to let me cry for you...it maybe become a memorable memories to me...
n i miss my friend oso..Munyee...my lovely dear....You must always take care of yourself n be tough...
i hope you will get well soon...I will pray for you...
I'm a crying-Baby...My baba know about it...he always said....yer...so big girl oredi sitll wan cry...later give people laugh you oredi...Ei...cannot meh...i'm your daughter ei...Genetic your genes...XP
BUt..i know big girl oredi...It really cannot always show my crying face oredi...I must be tough to face the challenges oredi...it's many times i tell myself oredi...
Relax 1week oredi...i think i should arrange my time table oredi la....Cannot be lazy anymore..Cannot cry anymore...Cannot miss you much anymore....
It's time to fighting my future gua...i admit that i didn't try my best before...in Lower 6...it still have 2 more months to become upper 6...so if wanna a better life....fight in this year please..I'm telling myself...
My result getting very back..yup..i'm admit it oso...it's the fact tell me..i'm not enough hardworking..
Okay...Time for fighting n time to manage my life plan...i say many times oredi loh...but haven't do it loh..
so hope i really can do it in this two month....i hope doing somethings i hope to do but haven't go n do geh things....2months going...cherish it....So...Gambateh la...challenge myself ar...Good luck to me and my friend...I miss you baba...always happy on heaven....Love you....=]
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but i would like to write down my mood on 2day...no reason..because i follow my feeling...
err....just now i see a blog of my friend,its too nice...Awesome...i tell my sis..then she say:you go make one nice than him ger la...i said:give me some time..tq...maybe i'm lazy..so i said so...XP
but i will make my blog become nicely..nicely n nicely...actually blog show my mood,my incident,my feeling..
the reason i write the blog because i feel wanna find a way to express somethings...Last time i feel no special meaning to write the blog..but now i think i need it...
well...at the end of october 2010...it almost nearest the end of december 2010...
Like week i write a blog by chinese words...it telling my feeling..my problems..n new challenges...
yup..i write it to express my feeling..so now i think is time to manage my time table oredi...
hmm...last week finished my exam...then it make me very free now..osh...
I very free..thats means it give chance to let me play play play...LOL
I write a blog need to take at least 1hour..because i need to think ma...many friend note my blog leh so must write properly la...XP
btw...recently i write many blog....tats means i'm really very free loh....but i feel ashamed..
Doing nothing for this week...feel my life meaningless...
hmm...this period is something sad and emo for...coz need to accept many fact and incident...
I'm a weak girl..dun always thought me i'm tough..actually i'm not...
i still need time to face the changes for me....yup..i'm failure...
Yesterday I'm Crying....because of miss my lovely Baba...
My mum yesterday night said: haizz...no chance go out eating with Baba jor...
then i dunno why...My tears falling down when heard about it...Maybe i miss you much...
It's truth..I no chance go out with u oredi...I miss the moment with u...My tears cannot control every time i miss you...So..i try too dun miss you much...i scare i cannot my tears...It will become tsunami...
yup...except miss my daddy...i still have miss you...but i won't cry...because i know i it's no worth to let me cry for you...it maybe become a memorable memories to me...
n i miss my friend oso..Munyee...my lovely dear....You must always take care of yourself n be tough...
i hope you will get well soon...I will pray for you...
I'm a crying-Baby...My baba know about it...he always said....yer...so big girl oredi sitll wan cry...later give people laugh you oredi...Ei...cannot meh...i'm your daughter ei...Genetic your genes...XP
BUt..i know big girl oredi...It really cannot always show my crying face oredi...I must be tough to face the challenges oredi...it's many times i tell myself oredi...
Relax 1week oredi...i think i should arrange my time table oredi la....Cannot be lazy anymore..Cannot cry anymore...Cannot miss you much anymore....
It's time to fighting my future gua...i admit that i didn't try my best before...in Lower 6...it still have 2 more months to become upper 6...so if wanna a better life....fight in this year please..I'm telling myself...
My result getting very back..yup..i'm admit it oso...it's the fact tell me..i'm not enough hardworking..
Okay...Time for fighting n time to manage my life plan...i say many times oredi loh...but haven't do it loh..
so hope i really can do it in this two month....i hope doing somethings i hope to do but haven't go n do geh things....2months going...cherish it....So...Gambateh la...challenge myself ar...Good luck to me and my friend...I miss you baba...always happy on heaven....Love you....=]
Please accompany to walk along the road..I need your hand....
Baba I Miss You...And I Love You Much....='[
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Let me cry by myself.......
2010年10月30日星期六
不爱了.......
听起这首歌仿佛要点像自己的心声...可能...想你了....但,祝我放掉一切...
不爱了 - 李玖哲
我们怎麼了..
你在逃避著 我在心疼著
是什麼在伤害著 让美好都遗忘了
你是背对的 我是沉默的
我只好假装 我已不爱了
催眠自己我们不适合
我放开你了 我已不爱了
说一个谎在离别时刻
就当作最后是我不爱了
关上门以后 就算爱你又如何
你快不快乐 过得是否好呢
我这样想著
你在爱谁呢 谁在想你呢
是什麼在反覆著 让回忆都翻起了
你是遥远的 我是孤独的
我只好假装 我已不爱了
催眠自己我们不适合
我放开你了 我已不爱了
说一个谎在离别时刻
就当作最后是我不爱了
关上门以后 就算爱你又如何
是什麼在伤害著 让美好都遗忘了
你是背对的 我是沉默的
我只好假装 我已不爱了
催眠自己我们不适合
我放开你了 我已不爱了
说一个谎在离别时刻
就当作最后是我不爱了
关上门以后 就算爱你又如何.....
催眠自己...不爱你了....告诉自己...祝你幸福....
2010年10月29日星期五
丢了的自己 要记得捡回来……
刚刚看了一篇很有意义的文章....与你分享...
有时候
莫名的心情不好
不想和任何人说话
也不想搭理任何人
只想一个人静静的发呆
有时候
突然觉得心情烦躁
看什么都觉得不舒服
心里闷的发慌
拼命想寻找一个出口
有时候
发现身边的人都不了解自己
面对着身边的人
突然觉得说不出话
有时候
感觉自己与世界格格不入
曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非
有时候
突然很想逃离现在的生活
想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪
有时候
别人突然对你说
我觉得你变了
然后自己开始百感交集
有时候
希望时间为自己停下
做完己还没来得及做的事情
有时候
想一个人躲起来脆弱
不愿别人看到自己的伤口
有时候
突然很想哭
却难过的哭不出来
有时候
夜深人静
突然觉得不是睡不着
而是固执地不想睡
有时候
走过熟悉的街角
看到熟悉的背影
突然就想起一个人的脸
有时候
明明自己心里有很多话要说
却不知道怎样表达
有时候
觉得自己拥有着整个世界
一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有
真的只是有时候
明明自己身边很多朋友
却依然觉得孤单
有时候
很想放纵自己
希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯
有时候
突然找不到自己
把自己丢的无影无踪
有时候
心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪
觉得自己很累很累
有时候
看不到自己未来的样子
迷茫的不知所措
有时候
发现自己一夜之间长大了
有时候
听到一首歌
就会突然想起一个人
有时候
希望能找个人好好疼爱自己
渴望一种安全感
可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候
你却偏执地退隐
有时候
别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话
心里郁闷的发慌
有时候
被别人伤害
嘴上讲没事
其实心里难过的要死
有时候
常常在回忆里挣扎
有很多过去无法释怀
有时候
很容易感动别人的关怀
有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋
有时候
看着时间一点点流逝
任凭叹息
自己却无能为力
其实
有时候
真的会想这么多.......
跟朋友装沉默
跟陌生人讲心里话
对于在乎你的
不想让Ta们担心
有时候
没有消息就是一种好消息
其实
很想说“我很好”
或许是昧着心说谎
也只是想把最灿烂的一面
放在每个人对自己印象的首页
丢了的自己
要记得捡回来……
的确很有意义....仿佛是在告诉自己....谢谢你让我看见这篇文章....=]
或许我们在找寻着迷失的自己....
有时候
莫名的心情不好
不想和任何人说话
也不想搭理任何人
只想一个人静静的发呆
有时候
突然觉得心情烦躁
看什么都觉得不舒服
心里闷的发慌
拼命想寻找一个出口
有时候
发现身边的人都不了解自己
面对着身边的人
突然觉得说不出话
有时候
感觉自己与世界格格不入
曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非
有时候
突然很想逃离现在的生活
想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪
有时候
别人突然对你说
我觉得你变了
然后自己开始百感交集
有时候
希望时间为自己停下
做完己还没来得及做的事情
有时候
想一个人躲起来脆弱
不愿别人看到自己的伤口
有时候
突然很想哭
却难过的哭不出来
有时候
夜深人静
突然觉得不是睡不着
而是固执地不想睡
有时候
走过熟悉的街角
看到熟悉的背影
突然就想起一个人的脸
有时候
明明自己心里有很多话要说
却不知道怎样表达
有时候
觉得自己拥有着整个世界
一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有
真的只是有时候
明明自己身边很多朋友
却依然觉得孤单
有时候
很想放纵自己
希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯
有时候
突然找不到自己
把自己丢的无影无踪
有时候
心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪
觉得自己很累很累
有时候
看不到自己未来的样子
迷茫的不知所措
有时候
发现自己一夜之间长大了
有时候
听到一首歌
就会突然想起一个人
有时候
希望能找个人好好疼爱自己
渴望一种安全感
可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候
你却偏执地退隐
有时候
别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话
心里郁闷的发慌
有时候
被别人伤害
嘴上讲没事
其实心里难过的要死
有时候
常常在回忆里挣扎
有很多过去无法释怀
有时候
很容易感动别人的关怀
有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋
有时候
看着时间一点点流逝
任凭叹息
自己却无能为力
其实
有时候
真的会想这么多.......
跟朋友装沉默
跟陌生人讲心里话
对于在乎你的
不想让Ta们担心
有时候
没有消息就是一种好消息
其实
很想说“我很好”
或许是昧着心说谎
也只是想把最灿烂的一面
放在每个人对自己印象的首页
丢了的自己
要记得捡回来……
的确很有意义....仿佛是在告诉自己....谢谢你让我看见这篇文章....=]
2010年10月28日星期四
心情~挑战~面对~
最近可能真的发生很多事瓜...不知做么....心情很复杂.....
觉得心绪很乱....你说集中又不是,你説慌神又不可以....
而且,不知是不是不知如何去面对这些问题...所以开始逃避....
日日真是有点像行尸走肉...不知自己为么....叹气.....
前几天因为见到朋友流马尿啦...所以突然想起地中学的朋友仔....
很少见她哭...因为知道她一直以来都很坚强..可能抑郁了很久了...所以什么都爆发出来了...
当时真是愣了一下...我可能不是一位很好的安慰者..但,我绝对是一位很好的聆听者...
因为gem突然想起远在他乡求学的朋友了..因为知道你们有什么事一定会陪在我们身边...
其实,转变了新的环境都差不多一年啦....但还是好像都适应不来酱...
我知道不但只有我不适应,外地的朋友都有时常打电话返来申~
由年头做工到拿成绩,到选择,到开学,到考试,到放假...看起来很长但又好短...但其实它对我来讲是有点长的...因为这段时间发生很多事..一单一单的不幸好像冲着我们来酱...
见着它们发生,心,真是滴着血的...
有点适应jor的就会讲看开点啦...这些事是好看个人的...
有时真是不是看不看开的问题,是只是不知要去点面对它..
在寻找方法的同时,所以搞到自己很鬼死乱水...
可以讲的时尝试新的朋友,生活,生命啦....
有时候很努力酱挤一个笑容出来,为的就是想身边的人好过地...
又可能骗下自己...你都可以很开心的...
是咩??好像都最后是麻木gen自己多点....
其实,只是很想真真正正酱由心笑出来....
现在真是做不出...我只可以伪装....
新的环境,绝对身边的朋友其实都是伪装自己....
不是是他们不好..而是大家都戴着面具做人...
可能彼此尚未打开心扉...你可能说..我很真诚地跟你交朋友啊...
不是不认同,但,我们总有膈膜....
表面看起来很好,但私低下不过如此...蜻蜓点水...
所以觉得中学时期是最怀念的...但然是我们认识了很久啦...
大家的脾性也都很了解大家...亦都不介意你掀开大家的缺点...因为这才是真真的友谊...
比起别人吹棒....我们的友谊实际很多...就好像打风都打不掉....
面对爱情的挫折...可能真是很低落...害怕孤单寂寞...但原来朋友仔你们都好像是酱熬过去...
为何自己不可以咧...所以酱告诉自己来面对它...慢慢的....度过了寂寞的天窗...
面对学业的失败...提醒自己和激励自己...下次要考到好好...
因为背负着不止自己的包袱...还有你们的精神....所以不可以酱容易倒下去...
面对家里的烦恼...还好多的你们的帮助,才能度过伤心...
我们几个女人坐在一起倾心事的时间是最安慰的...你们带给我重新出发的希望与行动...
面对人际关系...我只可以讲无奈....我们不可以改变他们的想法...唯有提醒自己...
算啦...看开地啦...真是唯有可以酱做...跟着找回我们的同类畅谈不快....
我知道接下来还有更多的挑战....所以尝试去平伏自己的思绪...
现在还很乱....希望,你可以快快找回那充满冲劲的我...
以前我喜欢不顾前后..做了先算...但慢慢大个了...原来我要顾及的不止自己...
我们还要朋友,家人,爱人(现在暂时没),大家的联系很重要....希望不要忽略哪一方...
还有....努力酱追逐你的梦想...青春真是很短....
经历无数挫折后,我和家娴得到的结论是有得玩就玩,有得吃就吃...
哪怕明天永远起不了身,你都会没遗憾....我不想抱恨在世....
所以,快快整理好情绪然后重新出发面对挑战啦...
已经有朋友等着我们去支持...所以千万不要放弃....
就算安慰自己也都要很坚强的去面对去....经管几伤心日子总要过....
是乐观,悲观看自己而已....我希望做到笑看人生....
请给我时间来面对....我会做到的....你们都是的...我的朋友仔你们....
无论几gem伤心，失落...想想我们...其实一直在大家侧边安慰...
我们很好....很幸福...请记住....告诉你们亦都告诉我自己.....
下一段路...我要更精彩.....
觉得心绪很乱....你说集中又不是,你説慌神又不可以....
而且,不知是不是不知如何去面对这些问题...所以开始逃避....
日日真是有点像行尸走肉...不知自己为么....叹气.....
前几天因为见到朋友流马尿啦...所以突然想起地中学的朋友仔....
很少见她哭...因为知道她一直以来都很坚强..可能抑郁了很久了...所以什么都爆发出来了...
当时真是愣了一下...我可能不是一位很好的安慰者..但,我绝对是一位很好的聆听者...
因为gem突然想起远在他乡求学的朋友了..因为知道你们有什么事一定会陪在我们身边...
其实,转变了新的环境都差不多一年啦....但还是好像都适应不来酱...
我知道不但只有我不适应,外地的朋友都有时常打电话返来申~
由年头做工到拿成绩,到选择,到开学,到考试,到放假...看起来很长但又好短...但其实它对我来讲是有点长的...因为这段时间发生很多事..一单一单的不幸好像冲着我们来酱...
见着它们发生,心,真是滴着血的...
有点适应jor的就会讲看开点啦...这些事是好看个人的...
有时真是不是看不看开的问题,是只是不知要去点面对它..
在寻找方法的同时,所以搞到自己很鬼死乱水...
可以讲的时尝试新的朋友,生活,生命啦....
有时候很努力酱挤一个笑容出来,为的就是想身边的人好过地...
又可能骗下自己...你都可以很开心的...
是咩??好像都最后是麻木gen自己多点....
其实,只是很想真真正正酱由心笑出来....
现在真是做不出...我只可以伪装....
新的环境,绝对身边的朋友其实都是伪装自己....
不是是他们不好..而是大家都戴着面具做人...
可能彼此尚未打开心扉...你可能说..我很真诚地跟你交朋友啊...
不是不认同,但,我们总有膈膜....
表面看起来很好,但私低下不过如此...蜻蜓点水...
所以觉得中学时期是最怀念的...但然是我们认识了很久啦...
大家的脾性也都很了解大家...亦都不介意你掀开大家的缺点...因为这才是真真的友谊...
比起别人吹棒....我们的友谊实际很多...就好像打风都打不掉....
面对爱情的挫折...可能真是很低落...害怕孤单寂寞...但原来朋友仔你们都好像是酱熬过去...
为何自己不可以咧...所以酱告诉自己来面对它...慢慢的....度过了寂寞的天窗...
面对学业的失败...提醒自己和激励自己...下次要考到好好...
因为背负着不止自己的包袱...还有你们的精神....所以不可以酱容易倒下去...
面对家里的烦恼...还好多的你们的帮助,才能度过伤心...
我们几个女人坐在一起倾心事的时间是最安慰的...你们带给我重新出发的希望与行动...
面对人际关系...我只可以讲无奈....我们不可以改变他们的想法...唯有提醒自己...
算啦...看开地啦...真是唯有可以酱做...跟着找回我们的同类畅谈不快....
我知道接下来还有更多的挑战....所以尝试去平伏自己的思绪...
现在还很乱....希望,你可以快快找回那充满冲劲的我...
以前我喜欢不顾前后..做了先算...但慢慢大个了...原来我要顾及的不止自己...
我们还要朋友,家人,爱人(现在暂时没),大家的联系很重要....希望不要忽略哪一方...
还有....努力酱追逐你的梦想...青春真是很短....
经历无数挫折后,我和家娴得到的结论是有得玩就玩,有得吃就吃...
哪怕明天永远起不了身,你都会没遗憾....我不想抱恨在世....
所以,快快整理好情绪然后重新出发面对挑战啦...
已经有朋友等着我们去支持...所以千万不要放弃....
就算安慰自己也都要很坚强的去面对去....经管几伤心日子总要过....
是乐观,悲观看自己而已....我希望做到笑看人生....
请给我时间来面对....我会做到的....你们都是的...我的朋友仔你们....
无论几gem伤心，失落...想想我们...其实一直在大家侧边安慰...
我们很好....很幸福...请记住....告诉你们亦都告诉我自己.....
下一段路...我要更精彩.....
2010年10月22日星期五
Take Care My Lovely Friend....
Last tuesday i get a bad news from my dear friend.... She confirm 2us about her report...is lymph node cancer... I'm feel accident when saw her news...i thought she jz kidding with me..because i dun wan believe tat... But...Karyee confirm it again 2me on evening...I cnnt my nap after the news.. It was a unexpected things to us.. we never think it would happen between our frz...and she was my good friend.. She very tough n optimism...Before until now..I know she is.. Although any happens,she also very insist... I know this time she also can insist until she win this 'sick' of war... You no need worry...coz all this will get well soon... We will accompany you forever....No matter what happen and what condition...We promise... Please promise us be Strong...Fight the sick with ur bravely.... I dunno what i can do now..I jz know pray for u n accompany u now...hope u get well soon my dear...
LOve you My Lovely friend~~
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忆起我们美好的回忆...因为我们曾经拥有彼此..............
你答应过我们的承诺就要实现...我们也一样遵守承诺....=)
5S1 will always be strong enough to face any challenge.. Nothing can beat us down
♥ Everything will be fine...
LOve you 4ever ya...=]
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