2011年5月31日星期二

Last day of May~


take a short break baby~
went for more than 6 hours Chemistry class,always sot jor for me..
btw,we're enjoyed the chemistry class...mrs.yee is an awesome teacher..seriously..you're the best!
it's too funny things in during lesson..i will always miss the moment when we're together..=)
i finished the class at 3pm..back home almost 4pm...lol..take a short break then when for a movie~
The movie is 'Pirates of the caribbean on stranger tides'!
Awesome man!is too nice...=D
feel good when we work hard then take a short break for rest...
i know have to work hard...but we as a rubber band...if tie it too strain..it'll broke!
so better take a short rest to continue fight...
it's has been last day of May...many things have past,we cannot look back,just can look forward...
get prepare of ourself...get ready for any accident....
i like May...that's no reason...i just like May...and peoples they're born on May..
maybe they're  congenial with me...and characteristic almost same..haha..in conclusion,i like them la..=))
tomorrow may a new day...just awaiting it la...^^


                                              Add oil girl!!i will follow you~~^^

2011年5月28日星期六

有一个人,需要放弃

献及那些傻傻的人,朋友,我....

有一个人   你会很想每晚对他说‘ 晚安 ’。
有一个人 他不会主动和你聊天 但你会忍不住想和他聊天

有一个人 你一上线就会去看他在不在.
不在就一阵失落 在 又不敢打扰他.

有一个人 他的状态签名只要一换你立刻胡思乱想 揣测不安
有一个人 你在线只是在等他]而他的头像却不会在你的qq里抖动
有一个人 你总是忍不住去看他的空间
即使他什么新鲜事都没有。

有一个人 你会看他的最近来访和留言
然后又胡思乱想 揣测不安
有一个人 你一直在等他
他却忘记了你

有一个人 你真的好爱他
可是仔细一想 你爱他什么。
爱他的坏?

有一个人 你以为他是你的永远
但是他却告诉你 你只是他的过客

有一个人 你真的可以对他无条件付出
他却不稀罕 对他来说 你只是负担~

有一个人 你那么那么舍不得
他却那么随意 洒脱 不在乎

有一个人 教会你怎么去爱了
但是 他却不爱你了

有一个人 你总说要放下他
却总是忍不住又拿回来回味

有一个人 你真的好想他快乐
所以你宁愿自己不快乐

有一个人 离开他的时候你笑了
但是一转身 早已泪流满面

有一个人 你好想大声告诉他
我真的好后悔爱上你了
因为 你发现 你真的 是真的爱他
但是他不爱你了 这就是事实

那个骄傲的你去哪里了?

删掉了QQ   一个人   在电脑前流泪
删掉了电话号码   一个人   在窗前神伤

大哭一场
允许自己再大哭一场
以后 再也不会期待
不会看他在不在线了
不会看他的空间了
不会期待他的信息和电话了
不会期待他会关心你

有那么一个人  真的让你受伤了

记得那个人说过
“自私的人会快乐  我自私 所以我快乐”

恩 再见了
我那么那么爱你 我一点也不遗憾
值不值得 都不要紧

重要的是
记得曾经有那么一个人 爱过你

现在我把爱情还给你 那你把我的骄傲还给我 好不好?

培根说:“爱情是很容易考验的。如果对方不以同样的爱情来回报你,那就是暗地里在轻蔑你。”
在爱情里,最在乎的一方,最后往往是输得最惨的。
假若爱一个人没有回应,与其乞讨爱情,不如骄傲地走开…
这样,至少,你还能赢得最后的尊重

2011年5月27日星期五

Say hello to a short holidays~

hello!happy holidays!^^
we'd just finished that fucking Mid-term only..lol..chill girl..XD
now feels better already..feel stressful for whole this month..seriously...@@
somemore a big panda on face..every night very nitez only sleep because of exam...Zzzz
just don't thinking about the result first..now just take a short break after that only fighting again...
by the way,it's only a short break!we need to take this two weeks holidays to study...
trial and stpm just a corner...so must hardworking from now..no more playful!it's related our future,must pay much effort on it!that's nothing regret for us...we've to try our the best !=)
i know that i'm not good as them..so i must double work hard than them..but unluckily i too lazy jor...lazy people no food...yes..i've no qualified to complain..i just can blame myself didn't do well as my friends...
i know i have to try my best to get a optimum result..it's my responsibility...
so let's tambah banyak-banyak minyak dalam holidays ini!!X))

that's maybe a great news for you that you've get your off letter from college..congratulation to you..it's might a new beginning for you..i'm happy to heard tat...hope you'll comfortable to the new environment and peoples..as a friend now,i should wishes you to have a better life..there is a so far place..take good care on yourself..and stay healthy...goodbye..keep contact always ya..we still are friend...=))

A new beginning life,we must accept it...A difficult life,we must go through it...A happy life,we must enjoy it..that's a life...
Family,Friends,Lover....thanks that we have you all..that's why our life will be colourful...
The most important is..Y.O.U!
only you can light up your life!make your life colourful..I LIKE IT....=D

 A new beginning...wishes you..add oil my dear friend..=)

                                                    Add oil Chua Yi Mei!!You can do it!!=)

Bring your dream across this sky..let it fly..it's no ending..but your heart will flying with it,somewhere that are full of hope and sunshine...=)

2011年5月16日星期一

Not in mood to prepare for Mid term!

DOWN
+

                                                                         MOODY

  NOT IN MOOD TO STUDY...SERIOUSLY...TO BE CONTINUE ON TOMORROW 
                                                                     ='(

2011年5月8日星期日

Accident..

ZZzz.....i had hit a motor's rider this morning when i reverse my car...
i fetch mummy go pasar pagi ma..there have too many car and mummy was nagging me when i driving..
i had saw a parking place but mummy called me park another 1..tat driver was needed to reverse his car and i'm too nervous when mummy was 'chui' me...finally,i had didn't  saw a motor bike behind me...
luckily i didn't reverse too fast..if not tat motor's rider had got injured...but tat rider was salah juga..
she didn't wear helmet and showed her motor signal...she still scold me...=[ sei babi...still needed me payed her rm50...i had did it..i just don't want going to argued with an aunty lo...>.<
felt very down not because of i had hit tat rider..i know i'm wrong also..but the most sadness was my mummy scolded me too...she scolded me since she came out from the car until we're back home...i'm a new  driver,you should understanding me..not going to scolded me and nagging me..brother and sis also had hit cars when they're still new in driving...but finally was baba help them solved the problems...i know he won't scolded us in such situation..coz he will know tat we will felt nervous and stress when happened this kind of things...he will be patient on us and accompany solve all the problems...tats why i always love him much and even more that my mum...not me  bias on my dad..is he's really very understanding us...and i've choose to sharing my problems,feeling,situation with him..
i had very down since i was at there until the whole day...whole day speechless...not in mood to talk...just keep quite...today was mother's day...i had to fetch my mum went for dinner...and i had to driving again..Zzz..
just drive carefully...i cannot do anything...accident is every people not hope to happens...
MOODY...='(

                                                                         ='((

2011年5月2日星期一

成长

前天去parade那边和雪莹她们一起聚会,因为很久没看到她了..刚好她现在放假..
相聚总是短暂但总是温馨的..今天也是紫婷生日,也去了同样地点吃东西..
也没有大肆的庆祝,只是简单的聊天..就谈谈身边一直所发生的事情..
真正的朋友就是会不怕顾及的说出你的不是,为的就是要你做得更加好..
让你的生活不再重复你的错误..就算言语难听,就是要你把它听进去..哪怕就算你生气..
有这样的朋友你应该觉得庆幸,不是他们的叮咛恐怕就是时常犯错..
有时候自己就是看不到自己犯的错误,就算知道也不去改..
感谢他们一直的帮助和叮咛..一直在自己跌倒时看见的曙光..

谁没有犯错,谁没有执着..只是自己不去接受..
有时候就是很生气一些事一些人,但等清醒了也不知道自己为什么会这么激动..
有些明明过去了的事,因为一时的用气,伤心的往往是自己..
有时候想起你的事或者是看到你的post,就觉得有点难过..原来你一直不但我们的事是一回事..可是冷静以后又觉得为什么自己这样放不下..是还惦记着还是在期待这一些什么的..
自己不敢去面对的信息终于鼓起勇气去一一再把它读一篇,然后到撤除一切..
再去面对它的时候,原来真的不算是什么了..只是自己一直的执着..
原来以前我们走到最后都好苦哦..比起做朋友好像轻松多了..
有时候看见你喜欢别人会有些不是滋味,但不是应该祝福你吗?
自己一直再讲但都没做到..反而在生自己的气..觉得自己很笨..好一个好傻...真无聊..
可能真的是执着,我可以说的是..
不再是一切的,就让它随风而去..这是成长的一部分,真的..你应该了解...

知道原来自己的部落格朋友一直有在看,有点惊喜..
只是一直在写自己的没想到这么一回事..
自己知道朋友给自己的评价是太好的脾气,好到很吃亏,一些我应该去生气或争取的我没有做...不是在夸自己而是依你们所说的再写出来..
不发脾气不代表不生气而是不想去计较那么多..人总会有脾气的..
怎么可能不生气,又不是神仙..知道你们为我好啦..
谢谢了..我当然知道有时这是很吃亏的..只是不想去执着一些不重要的事..
就如一切不必要的回忆,也不知道为什么这样执着,所以想到这样就觉得很笨啊..
明明都不在意了,就是要搞到好像很放不下..
所以要改的应该是这件事吧..有时候看到朋友遇到相同的事情也忍不住讲一下他们..
重复同样的一件事是很辛苦的...成长总是要面对...

不要叫你的朋友或者叫我忘记..发生过的事情是不可能忘记的..
不明白这些的人或许会觉得你,我很蠢..为一些傻事折磨自己..
是过来人应该会体会到我要说的是什么..只有经历过才了解..
也许有一天你会经历相同的事..经历过的会更希望身边的不再重犯..
但劝你的也许是另一个方式..因为他也明白那种执着..
不是要去选择忘记,而是选择去接受和改变自己..
把过往读一篇,之后的生活或许就是改变了那一点..
慢慢发现自己一直在长大,每个阶段可定有不同的经历..这是每个都很说的事..
每个人的经历大多数都是大同小异的..这是必然的面对才会不枉此生..
不要去折磨自己..因为痛一定会过去...
之后看看自己的一切..会有一种不同的体验...可能你还没感受到就拭目以待你的经历吧...
或许这是老土的讲法..但就算时代改变生活是不会改变的..
上帝制造人类,同样的一点就是每个人都很有感情...
无论世界变得怎样,人往往离不开的就是感情的扰乱...
家人,朋友,爱人,每个人都会面对的人,或许现在还没遇到一些但他们永远离不开你的生活而且要不同的阶段和人就是看他们怎样去改变你的生活...

试着不去执着那些吧...去尝试一些你没有经历过的..去做那些你觉得开心的事..=)

     把伤心的过往当作是一种历练吧...它总是会出现,开朗的去面对你和我应该做的...

                                      去享受追逐你的理想,成长吧!!=D