2011年2月21日星期一

Next year today...明年今日...

today is coming out result of STPM 2010....so fast next year today will be a important day for us too...
time really gone too fast..last time when we form5 we still remember that we said:next year today we will as them take our result too...SPM result we take already..now turns to STPM...next year today we will take our result also..it decide the way we should to go...
As we know our school SMI have got 2 students get straight A...but Sam Te t have 17 students get straight A..gila 1...don't know them how to study de...=O=~although there was no JPP students get straight A but some of us is get a flying colour...Lai sing theng get 3.66...A great news...and Ho yen chiu she get 3.8+ ..she is the only Biology students get A in BIO...sigh...Lois marry has  blow our faith...she say no wonder how hardworking of us..we will never get A in BIO..suddenly felt helpless...haizz....>.< why you want to blow us...can you gv some encourage to us...and you don't know how to teach..suck...= =''
 STRESSFUL~
it still leave 10 months like that we will take our exam already....i admit that we really too stressful now...and the stressful is from our own...haizz....

I really hope can get some ways to release all the stressful...we saw yen chiu is a girl who like to play and never study in school...but finally she can get a flying result too..because she have a quiet heart...and she know   
how to release all the stresses...she is a optimistic girl...hope can as her..go through all this with calm....Please!!Release all the stresses from now and focus now...i know nothing people can help us now..but hope that our friends can help each others when we have any problems...don't be selfish...you never get any benefit on it...hardworking + smile....sure get a good result~~;) Add oil..All my dear friends....=]
no stressful please....>.

hope can smile as you baby.....XD

2011年2月17日星期四

Happy Eastern Valentine's day...Happy Jap Goh Mei~~

正月十五月亮圆又圆,对着月亮説再见....再见农历新年啦~~=)
好快耶,十五天的新年又过完了...很想讲....亲爱的时间~~你可以走慢一些吗??
你走将快令人很紧张的...慢些啦....叹~~=o=~~
过完年啦...又长一岁啦...接下又要面对考试咯...
最近真的很'忙',忙到睡觉时间都不够..去什么KOKO啦..给我们休息一下行吗...我们又不是铁人...天天酱留下..回到家眼睛都睁不开咯..家人也讲干嘛我的黑眼圈酱大..哥哥还睬我有痘痘咧..衰到死..>.<..真的很累的咯..我的要求不高,我只要多一点点的时间休息吧了..很难吗??
不要再给压力我们啦..真的很想唱一首歌~~~能不能给我一首歌的时间~~
你看...sot 了咯我..哈哈...
这是人过的生活吗?!!
对!我就是过着这样的生活...My Crazy Life~~;)
享受它吧....生命没有遗憾.....

加油啦...再辛苦也有你们一起陪我撑..撑到不行时..大家去休息一下,去走更长的路...;)
今年西方情人节一个人过,东方情人节也当然是一个人过咯..
对啊..有点孤单..但习惯就好..不要孤单而恋爱..爱得这么可怜不如不爱....
爱情太猖狂,不需要它..这么可怜的东西留给你吧..你慢慢痛苦咯..爱一个陌生人,你说你是不是很可悲..看见你都觉得烦..已经没有兴趣想知道你下一个受害者..因为,不爱了...
再见,最熟悉的陌生人....祝你幸福....
爱情是要靠两个人维系,
                                                                           不是你说了算的......

我也是..爱情我现在不缺...时间都不够用,哪来时间恋爱啊...
顺其自然吧....缘分到时..它会敲我的门的啦...何必强求呢...
我要的是幸福的爱情,不是可悲的散场....
老天一定会眷属有情人,因为那是我的信念...
世族的眼被蒙蔽了,唯有保存那一点单纯的心来期待未来的梦....
期待。爱~~

执子之手,与子偕老...
人终会死,但....我们的最终归属,莫过于一场没有遗憾的婚姻...


2011年2月14日星期一

Happy Single Valentine's Day...

As usual,2/14,Valentine's day....All couple celebrate on today....
i have to celebrate with my homework today..=~= and by alone...how about you?
it's very sienz already..every year want to celebrate by alone...need some surprise...looking to forward year lur...T__T 

actually valentine's day is just a day for all couple give a memorable memories to their partner..but..if both of you are appreciate each other,actually every day is valentine's day..not wait until today only spent time to your partner...Love your partner with sincerely,hold they hands with firmly,hug them with your soul...

last week me and laiwah chatting something(forgot chatting what ady), laiwah said:Because too know each other and to break up the relationship...i totally agreed about this..sometimes break not because of no feeling already,is because of too understand he/she...you know,both just can be a pair of good friend in life..its very satire actually...people always say I love you..but did you sure you really love he/she?please don't in relationship because of lonely and falling in love...make sure that you really love her/he because of Love...sometimes feel sympathy to you...i saw you love she because of lonely..that's my view...You know,you are  a pitiful guy for me...don't always say you have how many love to her...you ask yourself,
how much you have been love on yourself?
Love is not a game,couldn't help you to decide when beginning about that...
Love is two of you Love each other..that so...why you make it so difficult?
don't act yourself like have many experience in love,actually you don't know how to love one person..
because you're too selfish...let it go,if that is not belong to you...LKC,please love yourself before you love another...
don't let them cry,you're not worth to let them do that for you..don't hurt them..the heart of girl is too fragile...
i know you won't know all this at all...i just pray for you...
Can't to be with you, but sincerely blessings you can find your happiness...
don't continue like this anymore,if not you never meet your true love...

If you asking me still missing you or love you...is no more for me already...I know is not worth to me do that...
we break because we come from different world...i know it's hard to become friend again...
Because love each other before, now just can only become the most familiar strangers...
it's true...Let go,hope you and me can find our happiness and true person in our life...
Love is too fear for me now..i don't need it at all...let it naturally...like belon..it will burst when we force it..
Happy single valentine's day for you..yimei chua....=)

I believe pure friendship...because sometimes it's better than both of you suffer in love..
Ambiguity,maybe better than love....




2011年2月12日星期六

Marathon race~

It has been last year for me in this school...St.Michael Institution Ipoh...so everything will be the last memories for me...as our school JPP,this school will have a marathon race every year...ofcourse all students must attend it..it's not a problem for me..because race is my favorite spot...
Hmm...actually every year me n jiashyan will attend at least 1 marathon race...except school marathon race,we will attend International run too..maybe this year no...coz we very lazy now..XP
today we have to survive 4km...its okay...a short distance...International run 7km or 10km leh...
I get no.8 in this race competition..actually this year i  regress already lur...because long time didn't train already..suddenly race because of this competition...suddenly felt old ady...all bone have been 'Lemah'...LOL
unfortunely,jiashyan didn't get any prize this year..because she felt exhausted and bellyache along the distance...so yum gong...if not she sure a good opponent for me...btw..i think this spot will be my spot for the rest of my life...i'm no talent in any spot except race...its so enjoy in this spot...=)
LOL..SMI prize is almost same as JPP 1..X)
BUt...i like the International run most then         them...XD

I have miss the time when we together,JPP KRS&5S1....
every time when we running...we will get the supporting on every station from u all guys...this year is quiet lonely when i running...and we will give supporting to all winners...especially our cadet gang!this year no you all support like become lemah jor...have to complaining to jiashyan,jiyan,wenjie,tze pei them...KRS gang in SMI...so lame this school...huiyor....>.<
i miss our yaos badly...Tepuk semangat,tepuk KRS....we sing together..we cooperative together..we play together...so miss it!!!here is not same..there all guys no semangat one..so quiet...=~=...i like we as crazy...brother and sister join together...here is 'No touching'..what the f***...=~= what the odd rules...so...how you all now??must get the overall at next gathering and Spot day ya...KRS is the best!I proud because you all guys..we have many too many happy moments and memories...If one day, i looking back to our memories...i just can say,i never regret at that time..because of you all...once a cadet,forever a cadet....and once a 5S1,forever a 5S1~~dak han come out yum cha la my dear friends...=)
so funny we all guys~i Love KRS~=D

and after the Marathon race,we went to Secret recipe have a lunch with JPP gang...hahaha...totally 9 peoples..me.jiyan,jiashyan,pooiyan,xiaohui,tzepei,erntheng,wenjie,sookyeen...and the total prize is rm200++ lo...all very big makan...aduh...but nice...=)
huhu~~so nice...sedapnya..XD

2011年2月6日星期日

同类...

新春佳节除了和亲人庆祝以外当然还有朋友啦...
之前有点Emo...不好意思....大个了...怎么还那么孩子气呢...
当然是一笑而过...努力振作咯...
今天跟很多老朋友聚在一起...团聚的感觉真好....
好怀念和你们在一起的时光耶!!!5S1~~KRS~~Buddy~~^_^
我们学校跟现在的学校最大分别就是大家可以撇除男女关系,畅谈心事....
不一定男女之间一定要有男女之情的okay??好朋友也可以啊.这就是我们的分别..我们自在多了~
今天也去过几个老师的家..个个都有他们的道理..个个都是良师...辛亏有你们..才有现在的我们...谢谢老师...辛苦你们了...有我们这班'调皮虫'...X)
大家有谈到最近状况啊..环境啊..才一年,原来真的可以变化很大..没变的,是我们这份真挚的友情,只是大家长大了...每一新环境有它的不同,差异,人物...谈着,谈着,大家发现原来只有同类才会互相吸引..就算学校很大...一有事情,心事,大家还是会第一时间找会同类倾诉,发牢骚...
新同学,也许只可以做朋友..但,交心吧...还是算吧...像佩莹所説的...大家可以交朋友,但不能交心...所以在一起长大的朋友多好啊~就像我们...无论什么事情大家都会风雨不改的在身旁..很窝心...真的...有你们真好...大家嘻嘻闹闹又一天....现在嘛..只能期待我们团聚的时光咯..有离别才有团聚的一天嘛...=)一首歌很有意思的歌...祝福...献给你们...

                                                                                  
‘不要问不要说一切尽在不言中
这一刻偎著烛光让我们静静的渡过
莫挥手莫回头当我唱起这首歌
怕只怕泪水轻轻的滑落
愿心中永远留著我的笑容
伴你走过每一个舂夏秋冬
几许愁几许忧人生难免苦与痛
失去过才能真正懂得去珍惜和拥有
情难舍人难留今朝一别各西东
冷和热点点滴滴在心头
愿心中永远留著我的笑容                                                    知己良朋,一生难求~~珍惜....
伴你走过每一个春夏秋冬                     
伤离别离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
若有缘有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节
伤离别离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
若有缘有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节
伤离别离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
伤离别离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
若有缘有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节
不要问不要说
一切尽在不言中
这一刻偎著烛光让我们静静的渡过
莫挥手莫回头当我唱起这首歌
愿心中留著笑容
伴你渡过每个春夏秋冬’
很有意义吧..献给我所有的老朋友们....我爱你们...就让我们期待下个重聚吧..会不远的...感恩...

2011年2月4日星期五

Emotional...

Emotional during CNY...what the fuck....
hmm...don't know whats wrong with me again...is do emotional this two days....
this year we didn't balik kampung coz nothing meaning for us while go back without you...
don't know is it affect by you or others reasons...this year is the first year i celebrate the CNY without you...feel lost..feel down...every year this period should very noisy in our house..but this year...sigh...they take care me like a child..not allow me do that do these...speechless...i'm not small child okay..i'm 19 already..and my driving skill is okay what...hope one day i would like the bird....flying on the freedom sky...
this year new year really SUCK...nothing can do for me...stay at house..eat..sleep..tv show...fb...blogging...some more want to celebrate with my chemistry and biology homework....haizz...brother and sister going out everyday..then i staying at house everyday...and hear of your nagging is very boring...
my mood inconspicuously by you....like suddenly lost my soul...don't know why...tears is always falling down recently...maybe miss you...so Emo i am...i hate this characteristic of me...a emotional girl...really..
i cannot control my mood goodly...a perceptual girl....i need someone cheer up me..but he hasn't appear in my life..what the promise...i never believe it anymore..it just a lie from guy...let me cry...cry until my tears is finish...there was nothing memories for me...just let me alone...i'm belong lonely...thats my way....
''I need your shoulder when i was crying...i need your hand when i was lost..i need your ears when i was sadness or happiness...Baba,I miss you badly...''
Is a emotional girl bitterness...I'm no need any helping...i just hope i can understand myself...what i am doing..i also not clear that...just trying find...my way...
sometimes feel useless...bring happiness to the around of me..but finally cannot bring happiness to myself...

look out of the window..it's really too dark...as my mood...dark...stop crying baby...i hope that emotional is not me...can you leave me far apart? i hope not going to see you again...my happy soul...can you come back to my side? i hope to looking at that happy girl again...you left me too long..can you come back my side? i hope be a bird...flying on the freedom sky~thats my wishes...

 like fallen angel~~lose my soul...lose my way...

 my tears..can you please stop it...i don't like emotional guys...because i am this kind of people...



2011年2月1日星期二

除夕。迎接兔年的来临~

去年糟糕的虎年过去了,总算等到兔年的来临咯...
华人新年当然是要用华语写下心情咯..不会华文的朋友...活该咯..谁叫你们不会啊...哈哈XD
去年真的糟糕到不行....就百事的地方都不知道去了多少户人家...
所以还蛮伤心的去年...希望兔年报喜不报忧...迎来的只有快乐没有悲伤...
今年的新年没了你,也显得没什么意义...往年家里都很热闹的...七彩缤纷的彩灯装饰...今年家里冷空空的...在新年来袭之际对你的思念更加浓厚..最近想起你也不禁掉泪..因为我就是眼浅的人....讨厌...
我们做孩子的就只有代替你的岗位..买年货,大扫除的工作就我们做了...我也代替你的岗位载妈咪去买菜咯...以前都没酱做过...七早八早就得爬起来去巴刹了...没办法啊...谁叫我是你女儿...
今天是除夕,也没什么庆祝...就这样冷清清的过吧..该买的也买了,该做的也做了...
今晚就吃,看戏咯...过后当然赌钱咯...哈哈....还满挂念那班疯癫的朋友...现在我们,你们也放假,那就痛快的放肆啦..之后有就得我们受了,只怕连喘气的机会都没有...叹...
新年新希望嘛...希望兔年行好运,大家发啊!!XD
还有我的战友你们也努力咯...最后一年我们的打拼了...希望有个灿烂的战绩...
祝大家兔年愉快...新年快乐...万岁如意,身体健康,出入平安....=)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~新年快乐~=D
  
恭喜发财~~


大吉大利~~红包拿来!!!!!!XD