2010年12月31日星期五

GoodBye 2010~~

wow...its really very fast...1year gone already...
by the way.it's a not good year for me....i'm awaiting 2011 coming...i hope it would be a good year for me...and i have to take my stpm exam next year...so good luck to you all guys...thanks who helping me in this year...May God bless you...and thanks who hurt me in this year...May hope you change your style...if not..no people can help you...Thanksgiving....I love you all...My family,my friends,myself....
I miss you,baba...I Love you...you're forever a good men in my life....
Goodbye 2010....Hello 2011....=)
hey,forget to say...remember take your smile to 2011 also....everyday....May God bless you all...

                                                                                                 By YiMei...^_^

爱情浪子.....=)

昨天在facebook 里看到一段很有意思的status...内容如下:

在爱情的游戏里 只有两种人, 一边是傻子 一边是骗子. 真爱只是游戏的筹码. 谁先付出真心 谁就是傻子. 想在爱情游戏里当个赢家唯一的方法就是当个高明的骗子, 不但要骗过别人 还得骗过自己. 我不是傻子, 不是骗子, 是游戏爱情的浪子.
 好一段句子,我喜欢....感触...  好一个傻子,好一个骗子...在爱情的路上,就是一场游戏...玩不起的人往往就是悲剧收场...在爱情世界,我承认,我永远都是傻子...我是因为真的傻,是不想当那个骗子...我宁愿付出我的真心,好比把自己骗了还踏实吧...以前,看见好友为了一个烂男人而颓废自己,觉得很讽刺那是...但,经历过,才知道原来,当你身在那陷阱里时,往往自己也是身不由己...明明知道知道自己是错的,但,往往是控制不了自己的...因为,这就是爱情...因为相爱过,所以不舍...因为相爱过,所以留恋...因为相爱过,所以盲目...还没经历这个阶段的朋友仔,我想应该是时候经历下了...不要害怕...因为那可能让你长大的一个经历...不要讲别人傻,因为自己其实也一样..还有,做骗子的...记得...真的不要把自己也骗了...因为...你将永远找不到你的真爱...我愿成为浪子...因为不想有任何瓜葛....在那黑暗的东坑里.....=)

2010年12月27日星期一

Get a smile from you...=)

Actually this post i hope writing in Chinese(coz my English damn bad)...XD
but i have many friends they're dunno Chinese...so never mind la...same meaning only,just the way i express not same..
i remember that i have got written a article in Chinese call:微笑的起点,The starting point of a smile...it wrote by my mind la...then it talking actually what thing let us smile...
It's happening many unfortunely things this year...It's too sadness...make my article also almost very sad...yeah..my friends said so...always call me cheer...= ='' haizz....my feeling cannot control..i'm sorry...='(
Before that article 'The starting point of a smile',it's actually nothing big problem happens...sigh...after that,all worst thing coming 1 by 1...so,the smile is getting less and less...
I hope getting my smile again...It's really...and from my heart...
and my friends also...i hope all people around me is always happy...becoz not hope to see the sadness again...
hmm...next year may a busy year for us,coz next year gonna taking the stpm exam lo...so gotta hard working...hard working is for don't have any regret after that...and next year is the last year that it still have a 1 in front of our age..thats mean we gonna 20 after next year lo...so better cherish what we still young...>.<
Actually if you are a happy-go-lucky guy,i think you will appreciate what you have...
that means you will very easily to happy...even give you a candy,you also will bring a big smile to that person...thats why how easily are getting a smile from you..shouldn't must the precious items only can make you satisfaction??some people pursuit money,power,women,men,honor,healthy,.......how tired you are??..
some actually is always beside you already...you just put up your hand..you can get it...so,why you still gonna blind pursue...how stupid the people...and how stupid we are..9 out of 10 ppl oso like this...@@ thats why..
If you asking me...what things can make me smile...then i can say:my family...my friends...my dreams...
Love is too terrorist..i doesn't need it...>.< so better my life is calm now...i'm not enough bravely to face any stimulation now...i will heart attack okay...>.< i'm gonna finding my dreams...is finding,not pursuit...i'm not going pursue it with blind...and looking for it...it's may too far for me...but it is actually nearest...just see where my bravely until...my dreams work is fashion designer...but finally i didn't follow my mind...i'm follow what my daddy hope,study form 6...btw,who know what will happens in the future..maybe i change my mine...and another 2 dreams is backpacking...yeah...awesome for me...i like that feeling...it's too freedom..i don't like people control me..i hope like a bird flying when we are young...a rest place for me after i old..=)
then the last dreams is become a volunteers...it's need enough bravely for me...time&working maybe i need to sacrifice them...but i hope that the day is coming...you know,the feeling after you helping someone...how warm in your heart...although you are tired,but their smile is the returns for you...life is short..doing somethings when we have the energy and ability...no regret if we pass away...we don't know how long we are..i really don't know...the world is seems too big...but a universal,you can meet the people around you,doesn't it call fate...
yeah...maybe he/she hurting you...thats maybe is God arrangement..he give a experience to you..shouldn't you have to thanks for him....The smile is showing after you go through all the things,incidents,experience...
because experienced it,you are grown up already...thats why we only see the smile...how precious it...
Is getting a smile from you...hope after we are going through many things...we still know who am i...and
that should be a stronger person to face the life already..because thats is life....it curious about the world...the unique universal...the unique people you are...the unique smile you have...is nothing can instead of it...because....
only we can do it...remember take your smile to face everything...i'm telling myself...and hope can do it....not easily...just trying...stop crying at night...it wake up the lonely....you may more lonely...you may more miss him..‘Let us smile, full of youth, for tomorrow the pride of dedicate prayerful, let us hope that tomorrow will be better’ ♥
believe that you can do that...'the law of attraction'...a awesome book....'the secret'...
Awaiting the dawn....as the rainbow come out after the rain....I hope to see it...*Smile*...Thanksgiving...
I like my friends tell me about this...it's a amazing power...because of you all....=)


等待...等什么咧??...等我的梦想..........=)
  
after raining..you will see the rainbow....
    
maybe one day i will backpacking.that should be my dreams...=D



                                                         Thanksgiving......my life....everything.......=)

2010年12月14日星期二

Love Story..

Since today is Hug valentine's day...so say happy Hug valentine's day to all my dear friends and family...

This is the last valentine day of 2010 already...after that gonna a new year...
It's been almost ended 2010 ady...this is gonna face many things...include Love..
Family's Love,friend's Love,lover's Love...some more??...
Well,i choose to talk about Lover's Love...
Isn't it is the most sweeties memories for u??
I will say:Yes....even now is already does not exist on me...
I seen many friends couple in this year...all 18years old already...it's time to couple...
From years until ends years...Its already how many couples??2,3,4,5pairs??
and how long of all this couple??hmm...i still 1pair at there...=P
whole year 12months,365days to let the couples show their love,but how many of them can sacrifice themselve for love??and what mean of sacrifice??
I walk this way before...i seen many things,many happens between the couples..
I know the feeling...Love is a attractive...It can let you forget yourself...
when you are in love,you will feel sweet..happy...warm...if two of you is cherish the relationship...
Once the love is gone...actually all will become lies...what you say to me...
Hmm...what is promises actually??isn't anybody can tell me??
I'm not sure...and i feel confuse...
some pairs they walking after a long road.finally they get married...
But,at the end...they still divorce...why this can happens??!
they shouldn't full-fill what promise they said before..They promised to each other before,no matter what happens they will not away from each other until they died...what a sweet promise...but it still can broken...sigh...and now many couples also like that..since they gave too many promise to others,when one day they are separate...how hurt they are...and will be have one side they are the most hurt...because most of the time the reason of their separation is because of >Disposition disagreement,Appear a third party,Emotional light, don't want to waste time,falling in love to others..this is the most common reason..
Disposition disagreement can forgive them coz better don't waste he/she time if you feel you two cannot be lover forever..but others reason i think should not be forgiveness...you had a good boyfriend or girlfriend already..why you still falling in love to others...you forget already your promise??you know how hurt of that girl or boy??..If you cannot full-fill your promise,please don't give any promise since first day...
We always saw many news about the boy or the girl suicide after the brokenhearted..the boy or the girl give up their love already...but,Should them  sacrifice their love with their life???
Some will feel it's a stupid action but some feel that is proud...For me,that is a damn stupid action!
Many people even the chances of survival are not also no,should you please treasure your life...
we just have one chance to live in this world..how precious it you know??
To die for love, is it worth it?I'm no comment actually...I'm not sure about it...thats why i confuse...
I also through a period of love in this year..some dunno...hehe
the reason we break..actually i'm not sure..it's seen is Disposition disagreement...but my sixth sense telling me the reason is he falling in love to other...maybe...I'm really not sure...
he is Aries guy,I'm Capricorn girl...many people said that this is a unmatch pair...but i'm not believe about that...sometimes this kind of superstition make how many couples break you know..I know he got his reason...I'm not going to asking anymore already...because tired already...lets it gone...it's feel sad when the ending is this...
but what can we doing..i know i no any qualification to pester you anymore..so i just keep silent,wishes you get your happiness...I admit that i'm not a perfect girlfriend...but please don't question my love for you..
It's something disappointed to your promise for me actually...you didn't full-fill your promise...let it become no words gobbledygook...let me forget about that..thats the way you said to me...should i follow??
It's not just my love story fail...I seen many of my friends face a same problem...then i heard about their love story...like we are almost same story actually...LOL...some they couples with a long period already..but finally the ending is sadness...
This is call Love...A knowledge we ever won't get A...It's never have 100% perfect couples.and lovers..
A successful Love,you know they need to experience how many things only can turn forever hand in hand...
Treasure your relationship if you in Love...don't get any regret...there are not easily to walk until the end...If you have a good girlfriend or boyfriend,please love him/her much...don't falling to others...don't even hurt them...Protect them..because they are your Lover~~~
 Wish all Jack shall have Jill.....Happy Hug Day....I Love You....=)

Give a Hug to your lover..Treat he/she as a angel..=)

Happy Hug Day...Yimei is Hugging you....*Hug*

I Love you.....=)

2010年12月5日星期日

青涩的味道...

青涩的味道...

童年
第一次丄幼稚园的这一天,牵着爸爸的手,感觉好温暖,
第一天读书生涯,我不曾掉泪,只是多了一份陌生感,还有好奇的心..
这就是青涩的味道??紧张的心情,酸酸的....
最幸福的,是有你的关怀,照顾,你的怀抱是我的避风港...
在之后的第一个学期,都有你的陪伴,谢谢你一直的陪伴...我总算长大了...
童年的回忆是最无忧无虑的.理所当然是吧??=)
就算简单的玩具,,它曾经伴着我的童年长大..
虽然那些玩具已经不再了,但那些欢乐的回忆其实都没有消失过,只是偶尔遗忘了..
童年纯真的回忆,值得怀念,这就是现在我们所渴望却找不回来的感觉...

亲情
这个关系是我们永远不能离开背叛的...
因为我们无从选择...它将陪伴我们一生的人...
有时候,阿爸阿妈的责骂,往往曾经令我们沮丧,失望..
但在无从的选择与挣扎之下...再恶劣的情况,也被逼转好...
是被逼还是自愿??
直到亲人的离开,体会孤身作战的感觉...
好像突然,前方失去方向...不知怎么去面对..
这是绝少许部分人会体会到的,相同处境的人或许会有遇过这情形吧...
所以如果选择再吵一次架..我宁愿是自愿的和解..如果能再有一次机会...
第一次尝试试着去面对生活,挑战...感觉害怕...好像欠缺你的双手...
但,你的女儿绝不是胆怯之徒,因为她遗传是你的因子...

友情
从认识到成为好朋友,必然要经过长时间的经营,才能长久...
然而,这种好朋友的关系,是熟悉到无法形容..
就算我们不用讲话,都绝不会觉得尴尬...
比起某些友情,要找寻话题才能维系,真是讽刺...
对我来讲,朋友我多的是...,所谓真正的可能五指手指都有余...
而且,接下来维系的日子才是关键...
是不是要找回当初的感觉,那涩涩羞羞的表情...
好怀念我们相识的那一天...

爱情
这段情,可以讲是生活的调味剂或是伴你走过下一段路的人..
是不是,曾经想过爱情那单纯的感觉??
但然而爱情原来不是我们想象中的简单...
要两个人经营得好小心..一句话或是一个动作,将毁了它..
这并不是夸张,因为是真实的...
经历过,总算知道为何朋友可以为了一个他,而可以在街上痛哭2小时..
不了解的人可能觉得她很傻,我曾经也这么认为...
但,原来一旦你陷进去..你就会明白这是什么一回事...
当初彼此许下的承诺是这么美丽的,一旦它摧毁,原来什么都是谎言...
曾经有人说过:初恋是最唯美的,但,往往是不堪回首的一段情..
我赞成,因为我们曾经相恋过...最熟悉的陌生人...

青春
这是你应该去珍惜的期限..因为它绝对不会回来...
不要将它浪费在所谓的‘大佬’,么帮么帮到..
你觉得值得吗??还是把它的岁月留下灿烂的回忆来的更有意义..
我的青春期好像所剩无几了,但总算在我中学生涯里,留下美好的回忆..
青春期要一班死党的陪伴才算完美..他们的好坏能左右你的前途..
或许吧..最有纪念价值的,还是一大班一起的感觉..
我们曾经一起上课,欢笑,唱歌,考试,做傻事,搞活动,
没了你们算是什么青春..
开心时有你陪伴,伤心时有你安慰,
失恋是有你鼓励,困难时有你帮助...
爱情不是大完,陪你走过一生的才是亲情与友谊...

人生
总结你所走过的路线...
生老病死,人人都会经历..
只是时间的长短,路线有几精彩...
生,父母给你生命,路线由你决定,你只可以多谢他们给过你的到临..
老,在走过好长的一段路终于是收成正果的时间,你播什么种就是收什么果..
病,无法改变的现实,假如真的患有任何疾病,也得接受,带着笑容去面对人生..
死,人人都逃不过的现实,拥有灿烂的一生,死而无憾...
这就是人生,我未走完的路..
我从不预测未来,因为我怕期望越大失望越大,惊喜往往被失望更欣慰..
我看不到前方但我掌管前路..将快讲到人生可能我感性..
但我绝非有我的性格....=)






青苹果就像我们的青春期,
  酸酸的,但里面带点甜...=]



青涩的味道...