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给天国的家书...

给我挚爱的爸爸....

这么快了...第一个100天你的离去...
在天国还好吗???我心中的疑问....
当然希望你在那里快乐,获得真正的自由..从此脱离轮回的折磨...
家里尚好...暂时不缺什么...只是多了一份思念...
思念你的一切...回忆的呼唤..眼泪不能抵挡的使唤...
还不习惯,你离去的一百天...是多么煎熬...多么不舍...
想必你在天国也向我们吧..我们也是...
思念把我们隔得好远...恨不得开门就见到你...
曾梦过,你完整无事的回到我们的世界..感觉好亲切...
只是梦境..醒来了只不过是一场梦...真希望它是真的...永远不会实现的梦境...
遗憾在你活着时未能好好孝顺你..每次都是你在照顾我们...
你的离去,让我们三个孩子一夜长大...
还要学着坚强...即使想哭也不能在人前掉泪...害怕妈咪对你的思念也泛滥成泪..
哭,也得等到熟睡夜静时,悄悄掉...
哭湿了整个枕头才迷迷糊糊入睡..这就是所谓对你的思念...
这只是第一个一百天..未来的还有更多..
不习惯也得习惯...难熬也得熬过去...
我们长大了...不必担忧...家里的一切我们会扛过去...妈咪的一切我们也必定放在心上..
我们只能努力向上,报答你给我们的生命...我们珍惜它..好好活着...
给你报个平安,希望你安心....
愿你在天国快乐,安详....永远安息....
一路走好...永远对你的怀念.....我们爱你....

你疼爱的小女儿.....

一路走好......我们爱你.....

在那里记得要过得好好的.........

欢迎光临....我期待的...‘’神秘嘉宾''....

看到题目是否有着识曾相识的感觉???...
“神秘嘉宾”...林宥嘉入行第一张专辑的歌...
热播一阵子后好像被冷藏了好一阵子...最近假期听回它的旋律...认真地看看它的歌词..好像还蛮有意义的...歌词是这样：我踩着梦的阶梯 走进了 一座迷雾森林 谁的心事 被天使窃听 泛起涟漪..

时间它帮我设计 下一秒 谁是神秘嘉宾  小心翼翼 揭开了面具 掌声鼓励..谁闯进我的场地 谁让我措手不及
我早就预备的剧情 你却给我一笔  狡猾地 致命地正中我红心...
我跟谁变得亲密 谁逐渐离我远去  华丽演出共襄盛举 唯有你的背影  友情客串却留下刻骨铭心的回忆..
你按了我的门铃 我终于 从呵欠中苏醒  紧张兮兮 对你说一句 欢迎光临..
我搬到谁的隔壁 谁成了我的邻居  鸣谢生命有你参与 笑纳我的邀请..
曲终人散却写下不会结束 的结局 ...

懂得华文的朋友应该看懂它的含义吧...

的却,我们每一天是否期待着下一位神秘嘉宾的光临??

在被设定好的圈子,生活,行踪,你的光临仿佛把一切打乱..

没有人能预测下一秒出现的会是谁..所以我们才选择期待...

是否曾幻想...你遇见的可能是高矮肥瘦富贫平庸..还是丑恶美丽??

外表的联想重要...还是内心含蓄重要??

你是否想过她/他或许就是你这辈子永远不离去的人物..

还是她/他只是你短暂的过客...

歌词里面有一句..友情客串却留下刻骨铭心的回忆..

这样的结局你要吗？？她/他留给你的回忆或许是美好的..或许是可恶的...

但它已经住进你的世界..想撤除却太迟...永远的痕迹...

渺茫的人海从相遇,相识,或相爱...是不是很巧合??

天空”这么“大...总会让我们遇见...是巧合？还是安排?

你相信吗??

我选择期待...欢迎光临我下一位的神秘嘉宾...希望你的光临能留下美好的回忆...悲痛的回忆我不需要..如果结局是这样我宁可谢绝你的光临...因为我的回忆没有撤除按钮...

鸣谢生命有你参与，笑纳我的邀请.....愿你陪我一直走过生命...
你看见“幸福”了吗？=）

 带着我的祝福,送给你生命的回忆...


 期待..谢谢..你的光临....=)

HappY holidays....Goodbye my Lower six Life.....

 
 Happy Holidays to my friends n me...=]

Oh yea...School holidays is started from 2day....
hmmm...our holidays until next year January only open skul...yea...izit this a great news to us??...Sure YES La!!!!!X)
one month holidays going...wat should we do??...
hmm...study lo...tuition lo...looking for a part time job lo...sori...i no clubbing...then at home ''ou'' lo...damn bored....>.< wat a f***k life... It may a short time to let us relax ourselve..but cnnt to long...coz..i wan catch back my result...>.<
As we see this year going very fast...actually every year oso same..but dunno y tis year like going very fast..
Its very meaningful for me tis year..many experience i get...
and also many things happens la...i get win and lose in this year..
Majority its bad than good for me...i lose a very important person in my life...my whole life...he cannot come back to my life anymore...i regret that i spend too less time for you in tis year..sorry...i love you..daddy...
for my lower six life..it cannot consist success n happy...
why??...mayb i din try my best...sorry again...
i get a bad result i haven take it before...the reason??not very clear actually..
haizz...i promise...i well get a good result after tat...because i dun wanna lose anymore...i dun want u disappointed to me...i want you proud of me..
as my frz ypy said:要自甘堕落,还是成功,就看你自己...who dun wan successful...jz see who will get win in tis competition...who r the champion in life...
hmm...the relationship between the friends...i cnnt change what...mayb i jz need change my mind a bit..try to be better with them...not they problems...jz i dunno how to communicate with them..we from difference world...we all oso need time...
SPM n STPM coming la...good luck to you all n you...n me too..
Add oil ar...remind me study everyday...i get a good result next year...=]

 

CYM!!!add oil!!!you can do it!!!!keep going!!=]

  ADD OIL!!!!

What WRONG with Me???!!!

What WRONG with Me???I'm asking myself many times oredi...
I don't know..like no answer to me...
The problem n question still around me long time ago...
today i tell misses about i didn't go skul 2moro coz house have somethings need to do...Okay lo..then she ask me:yimei..wat happens to you recently??why always see u like very sleepy in class??
orps...kena tangkap oredi..i know nt only me sleepy..my friends oso have to tat..but maybe she pay more attention to me...i say nothings...she call be hardworking coz family need me...I know ar...
I dunno recently izit influence by those things then let me like tis...Like cannot concentrate also..then feel tired..then cannot even study also...The changing of the surrounding....
As last time i said...come to new skul...many things have changing..our friends,the environment...
Hmm...i nt sure izit my problem or wat...Like i cannot join in this class like tat...my friend ceh teng like to joking...it's okay..but she like to 'zhak' me leh..then make me like nothings can say oredi..then i choose to close my mouth...dun want to say even anythings anymore...it does't mean i dun like her..just i dunno hw 2 communicate with her...then mayb it is a problem for me in class...Hard to communicate with them..they not like our previous skul friends...we like to joke but we have limit..we know to take care our friends feeling...so in class i less to talk oso..maybe i nt suit for tis class..so i like to find jiyan,jiashyan,pooiyan them during recess...A least it can let me saying somethings finally...Another problem is my result nt very good la...hmm....yala...i know want to hardworking ma...but the brain always thking the negative thgs...let me cnnt concentrate...F**k....i need ppl always remind me la...so choo cheng woon!!after 100days come my house always remind me study plz!!!
yala..chinese ppl oso gia shu 1...i oso gar...so see my frz get the good result ..i hope i cn do it oso...Looking forward it..hope i can do it...hmm...family nt any big problem...jz always miss my daddy lo...always cried at night with silently...i really miss u much baba...T.T
then sometimes i see tat fellow post...i have some jealous n angry..tat erotic guy..I hate you...hope even i dunno u before..let me forget u..F***k U....dun let me see u...>.<
actually nt really hate him...jz telling myself dun love him anymore...A pity girl...
i oso miss my friend Munyee n a bit worry her la...hope she can cure as soon...we also hurt by someone..so i know ur feeling...they nt worth to let us cried or miss them...Cheer up dear...
Many problems..Confusing feeling....Make me almost crazy....My daddy...I need ur hands...bring me through all the difficulties....n bless me i can get well soon...Sorry for those my friend...always see me like very down right...recently u all know my things ger la...haizz...n my blogger friends too...yala..i know what i post is have somethings down...haizz...dun bother me..let me like tat...very farn....!!!
Chua Yi Mei Crazy ady....

A believe of us...

Last week 7-11-2010 is Innovative Party...Finally its End with successful....All crews prepare it almost 1week like tat...Me,Jiashyan n jiyan is decorate directed....we make tat Party prince n Princess tat banner...Its Ok...Easy job for us...=D hmm....It can consider successful gua...because finally we make almost all the attendees crying be4 back home...we have play 2 some video n notes...maybe its too touch for them...n me2...My tears down when Munyee tat video started playing...then another video is about our Life...I hv got written it on my blog before but it's chinese word...It's telling about the step of human walk...it's quite meaningful...especially it talking about tat cartoon stop it walk after a accident..It let me thinking about daddy...It said:they're not die...they jz stop at thr looking of us...we're the people who still walking on tis road...It tell us don't looking back,it will let us falling down...ya..i know you looking at me at the back...I love you daddy....By the way,after the party ended...Peiying get a bad news from chee kee...she say munyee cramp on afternoon...she very scary n she totally forgot her mum n around the things...we started crying when heard about tat...we started discuss for tomorow going to visit her...because we scary any happens on our dear friend...It's really...but we calling her mum again at night...she gv to munyee answer the phone...we totally  rest assured....we ask her izit still can recognize our vice..she say yes....we 1 by 1 pass the phone to talk with her...she nw are better already...she call us down come to visit her 1st...then finally we decide come on today...me,jiashyan,jiyan,tze pei,n ern theng follow cik lai n uncle peter car come to penang visit munyee...she feel happy i think...she felt surprised when see us...she look like some weak..but still can talk n laugh la...2dat she can out of the hospital after a few weeks...it's too happy for her n us...she must going back to hospital on monday..it's okay..at least it's a good begining for her...she will cure as fast as possible...we still continue bless you..but you must promise us...you must insist on your mine..you can win in this war...Add oil my dear friend...keep going on...although it's hard..but believe it..you can do it...we will always support you..you're not alone...Love you Mun Yee...The happy memories still waiting for you come back beside of us...=]  

Innovative night&Headress Party2010...All crew done a good job!!we are amazing!!!=))

Munyee, 5S1 is waiting for you come back...Add oil!!!=]

必经之路。阶段....

上星期在popular买了一本书..名为：《壮大自己,让人看得起》...
本来没半点意思去买书的...只是经过看到这本书觉得有意义瓜...所以买Jor它啦...
又可能最近经历太多所以 想激励自己啦...
这本书讲到..今天的失败,可能就是明天的成功....
人生短短18 年,我经历jor地什么咧??
好像经历太多但实际并不多...
我经历过出生的阶段....经历过童年的阶段... 经历过第一天上课的阶段...经历过中学阶段...经历过恋爱阶段..经历过失恋阶段...经历过亲人离去的阶段...经历过朋友离去的阶段...经历过生病的阶段...经历过背叛的阶段...经历过环境转变的阶段...
由呱呱坠地那一刻开始,我们哭着来这个世界...笑着或哭着去度过...这是都是人生的必经阶段啦...是啊...还有几多阶段还没走过咧??是开心的还是难过的阶段还期待着....
我朋友昨天先讲着,小时候我们一起讨论学业..中学我们一起讨论流行什么...现在我们一起讨论结婚重事和未来事业...可笑...这就是我们的阶段...
我们讲要在十年里面开一家PR SDN.BHD....这是我们的梦想...是不是很有壮志leh...
不要笑!我们的梦想来的..不可以笑啊!!我们班5S1现在正在培养着未来的专业人士...
hehe...如果一了这家公司,立即丢完所有的BIO,PHYSIC,MATHS,CHEMISTRY去咯...
其实发现自己最喜欢还是类似酱的工作多过所谓的science....
有置疑过自己是否真是喜欢这一门还是是不像令家人失望而去读...
现在插了一只脚进去了又能如何...继续咯..所以这家公司快点开啦..不想痛苦了...
是啊..我等着它的成立gar...因为我相信...希望这一天的来临不远...我还没走到事业有成的阶段...还有结婚阶段啦...生仔阶段啦...背包旅行的阶段啦...
其实,还有一个梦想就是背包旅行...在那之余顺便去做义工...去非洲,爱滋病村...还是更落后国家我不介意gar...我有酱的想法...自己太幸福啦...为社会贡献地...是我的荣幸...
不是开玩笑..这是有想过...最好在十年里面...青春好宝贵... 在未用完之前快点做我想做的事...
希望看完这本书我会激发自己努力向前啦...继续走我的阶段...我已经走过4/10 的阶段啦...接下来的希望是甜的啦...现在是苦的...不过...是我值得珍惜怀念的阶段...它的价值...买不到...
人生必经阶段你经历了几多???